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2009-09-25T20:01:00.001-07:00

I have moved to:
http://cookiesandcreamandeverythingnice.wordpress.com/
I won't delete this blog for sure:) it now carries 262 parts of my life:)

2009-09-16T07:30:00.000-07:00

shit man yesterday someone must have cursed me...This time I am sick for sure...sore throat may not be a sign of falling sick...but when runny nose comes as well...haha...100% plus garantee chop sick already...
wohohohoho left MCQ papers for prelims...can relax for awhile finally:)
Just now CG was nearly held at alfresco phew...luckily the MPR1 is empty so we shifted in...and soon after it was pouring outside already...
confirm already...I am going to rebound my fringe and cut it away on friday after me exams whhohoohohoho
I have a urge to do something after olevels...I will plan it out and makes sure it will be able to fit my plans:)
fanatastic...my back is aching already...hinting me to sleep:)

slacker's free time

2009-09-15T07:59:00.000-07:00

Having much thoughts...I realise I'm really aren't good at responding to people and helping them and saying what I should say to help...I am just not good at my words...I knew and felt but dare not let words out of my mouth because I am once bitten and now twice shy, I watch my words so closely that I dare not speak especially when I know it will leave impacts...went to breathe so air in the night...planned my time and what to do from friday evening till monday and felt great:)
Higher thoughts will make in me a bigger heart and have mercy on others...

Days flow fast recently...poom...and a day is gone...poom...another day gone...and poom poom poom...olevel will be over already...prelims that used to seem so far is over soon...time for the real fight...lost my pushing force to fight on...can't concentrate...can't study as much as my heart want to...jerlyn say it is a spiritual attack...D10 is growing very fast...

Realise I am starting to have thoughts to rebel to lots of things against my will and heart...got to conquer it man....

Lets see some D10 people:D

First up is our awesome CGL! give her a cheer man! even people from other CGs are jealous of our awesome awesome leader and harbour the thoughts of tiao cao hahahahahaaha:P

wohohoho...our very own cute mama

next up...hmmm...the handsome one (this is really good hahahahaha)
Walter!!!

ok next up the funky auntie:P

Alvina!!!

Wohohohohoo up next is the moo moo!

this guy is 180++ cm ok...Flavian Kow!!!

what about next...the slacker in a popular girls school...okok she is very hardworking now for olevels already ok...don't play play man...

Kendra!!!

Next up...the first guy in our CG (P.S. not including darren and daniel)

whohohoho sorry too many girl...gender inequality, btw this is Mr wing

then next is the brainest of all.....the RIJC supporter (my enemy hahahahahaha:D)

Pollyna!!! the one in RIJC P.E. shirt ok
hahahah this is a unglam one...because it is photo she hate doing...

hahahahahah Audrey!

ok this is fun...next is the loving machine:D

Clarrie!!! this photo is taken when I met her for the very first time:)

This one is a pretty girl:) pretty girl and handsome boy comes from the same school:)

Nicole!!!

Totally Awesome:D

2009-09-15T01:38:00.000-07:00

cleared our prom booking stuff today! Yeah! it starts at 0730 pm sharp man...got to like run down right after service:D
yahahahaha 3 more prelims days:D biology managable:) Christie wrote some weird answers for one of those question like how to test from the urine if the person have diebatics...serious her answers are funny hahahahahahahahahah:D got so bored during exam breaks between exams so went out to AMK to but KOI milk tea:D 3 more papers to go only:D tomorrow everyone will play liao lo...who will study for just 2 MCQ papers...sad man...amath paper ends at 4 tomorrow...will miss cg for sure...so...join another CG...maybe follow jorine ba...she say will help me check out the timing of their CG...now will bath eat and sleep:D

2009-09-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

yoyo let go decorate ourselves before 2nd october! who interested??? They are planning to take like super big pile of photos:D so must go dress up ma:D Maybe I should go rebound my fringe before that right:D just the fringe so it will look straight straight one:P okok after prelims wohohohohhohohohohohoh:D can't wait for graduation...really will miss them man...everything except peicai and the irritating VP and chee ko and TCL and...oh man...why I don't like so many peicai things...anyway there was a joke today among the girls that they are going to throw stones at that chee ko's car wohohohoho...count me in man...throw stones at his rotten car hahahahahahaha we will have big time wohohohohohoh
tomorrow is Biology paper...gosh my brain is bursting for squeezing everything in at the last min...but all the best to everyone:D

2009-09-14T01:08:00.000-07:00

wohohohoho so relief after my history paper man...chemistry paper is over too:)
wonder what the girls did in my house??? check out my facebook:) they are a bunch of great friends:) they are really funny to be around with and they love laughing at me and my weird I don't know why I become so funny with them too weird actions:) prom is round the corner:) we will be on the same table

2009-09-12T08:51:00.000-07:00

Back from my usually saturday timetable...today we have pastor kelvin loo with us from KL one...I was saying it is like KL from KL because Kelvin Loo is like KL ma...hahahaha ok...his sermon is much similar to 7 things a hate about christianity that is 7 but he listed like 30 complains!!! OMG! hypocritical...judgemental...fake...too holy...blar blar blar...there 30 can...don't even have the time to take down every single one of it....but can't deny that they are nothing more then just truth and I do agree...noods***
put up a party for JK's birthday...big birthday celebration man...never seen such a big one in church before because it is totally party...with poppers, ballons and lots and lots of food:P
Later we crash their mafia war game and celebrated Marcus' birthday...it is like his second birthday I celebrated already but...it was hilarious because Esmond did nobody wonder girls...it is like his icon already...but RJC boy have a big time watching and laughing and colin also did that dance and addition to it...Ice Kachang dance...that is colin's icon too...Jerome has the full video!!!
anyway finally decided it is time to start on my new testiment and abundant my old testiment for the time being because when I hit samuel I can't continue so skip!

NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL REMAIN!!!

2009-09-11T23:09:00.000-07:00

I am a part of the fellowship of the Unashamed. I have the Holy Spirit
Power. The die has been cast. I have stepped over the line. The decision has
been made. I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I won't look back, let up, slow
down, back away, or be still. My past is redeemed, my present makes sense,
and my future is secure. I am finished and done with low living, sight
walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tame visions,
mundane talking, chintzy giving, and dwarfed goals.

I no longer need preeminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or
popularity. I don't have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised,
regarded, or rewarded. I now live by presence, learn by faith, love by
patience, lift by prayer, and labor by power.

My pace is set, my gait is fast, my goal is Heaven, my road is narrow, my
way is rough, my companions few, my Guide is reliable, my mission is clear.
I cannot be bought, compromised, deterred, lured away, turned back, diluted,
or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the
presence of adversity, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the
pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of
mediocrity.

I won't give up, back up, let up, or shut up until I've preached up, prayed
up, paid up, stored up, and stayed up for the cause of Christ. I am a
disciple of Jesus Christ. I must go until He returns, give until I drop,
preach until all know, and work until He comes.

And when He comes to get His own, He will have no problem recognizing me. My
colors will be clear for "I am not ashamed of the Gospel, because it is the
power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes.." (Romans 1:16)

2009-09-11T22:47:00.000-07:00

wohoho chiong finish history by morning:) Big din about my date with hitler late night on my fb...appearently ms lam don't know who hitler is! Gosh! wohohoho...does this mean I know more then my teacher already...ok...at least primary school teacher??? hehehehe...still can remember how she tortured us in primary six...super tough time man...but it is for our own good...
Olevel is in less then 2 months and graduation in less then one month...time to say goodbye to all my great secondary school friend before we go our own ways...ok...I am going to joke about this man...you better take more photos with me...you never know next time I might become like the best doctor in singapore or something like this hahahahahahaha:D kidding ok seriously kidding...now slacking abit before leaving for church:P the weather is super hot today...better go out and hide in church or singapore post building to enjoy air-con soon:)
Darling is really good to me:) She say I rock big time but I would say she rock bigger time then me:) hehehehe:) anyway goodluck to her...really can't wait to see what she will do in the future:) anyway have settled off my holidays and now time to chiong all the way to olevel:) how many days more to olevel??? I once again remind you guys...45 days!!! cheryl it is not the end yet...there is still time and enough of it if you really want to:) But really got to say that I am really tired already...can't fall off now!
Roy!!! Sec 3 and prelims is nothing man...the real fight is olevels! Lets see who wins the last battle...wohohohohoho...(even if both of us get A1 nobody knows who do better) so lets get our A1s man!!! And I am serious about my plan last night...oh yeah come out to study history and SS together after prelims ok:)

God of my forever
And forever I’m with you
My life is save with a price your sacrifice redeem my soul
God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest honour will always be to serve my lord and king

2009-09-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

woke up damn early to go school man...damn scared that I forget to wake up last night because today's lessons is very important so...hahhahahaha of course I made it there
darling accompanied me for quite alot of time before rushing home to change and go out again...thanks:)
Studied at cafe cartel until I sleep sia...handphone flat...super sian...felt so insecure without a working handphone
anyway everyone looks like they are crazy...catch new videos on fb today again...apparently I am forced to eat my ice-cream(phone)...for fun one lah...and nictan drew on my hand...they are gone now of course because I scrubed it while bathing:P tomorrow is gonna be sat again! but first tonight got to finish dating with hitler and squeezing everything out of him so I can score for my history paper on monday...came up with a fantastic plan for facing the giant history paper...so...study now lah

2009-09-10T09:01:00.000-07:00

Woke up like super early...only slept 5 hours and I woke up on my own...see doctor got MC but was totally useless...got to go school take prelims still ma...or else I won't get to experience Science practical before the actual one at all so I am obedient to stay in school until the whole thing ends...memorised some things which I don't have to memorise at all>.< damn annoying...they are all given can...so now practical isn't as difficult as I thought after all..after that too lazy to walk to the bus stop so hopped onto a cab to paya lebar...there is laughing gas in D10 today...of course with yan jun and serina it is super funny their laughters sure make you laugh one and I do the job of dragging the laughing spirit until everyone gets aches in the stomach muscles...anyway it was a joke when Yan jun wanted to stop laughing and was laughing towards the wall then I visualised that the wall talks to her..."hahahahaha yan Jun! your laughters is so funny it goes hahahahahah ( in yan jun laughing tune)"
CG was powerful...nearly 3 hours and we dragged into D1 cg...oh man so we just evaculated like there was a fire or something...just get out of the room because it is Jamie's cg!!! We did a fast job of saying goodbye and off we go to buy stuff for steamboat wohohohoho...guess what 40 bucks and it fed 10 people more then just full but ate crazily...worth it isn't it...i can still feel the food in my stomach...and appearantly candy(cherie's dog) ate abit of it too when they were clearing the things. We had a crazy time there...and Alim kissed candy...candy must have been frightened man...hahahahahhahahaha:D
Played Wii too:) omg dance like mad...super unglam also...flavian sure put on FB one...but was seriously fun

2009-09-09T10:10:00.000-07:00

studied today wohohoho...for tomorrow's science practical prelims...but I am totally sick today can...studied at AMK Nebo:D great place...so comfortable...studying with Sherlynn and Flavian and nicole too...then decided to rewards ourselves with a movie:) The Proposal (hope I spell correctly) jerlyn called me in the middle of the movie but didn't pick up because it is very disturbing to pick it up and I didn't know who called until I gave a return call after the movie...so went down to meet Cherie because she is going to accompany Kric because he fought with his sister and ran out of the house...went to cafe cartel to fellowship:) having severe headache man....lie there like a pig and eat like a pig...wohohoho gonna think of a question to ask cherie man...our deal wink wink* hahahahahahaha:D Then Nictan Jerome and flavian came along later too...headache was really bad...jerome is really nice and brought me panadol...so we sat there and talk till midnight and catch the train back to serangoon:) great isn't it??? there is circle line now can get back to serangoon in just 5 mins:) shiok man!

2009-09-08T11:07:00.000-07:00

crazy 2 am and I am still awake man...
nope weiling is a good girl and sleep at 10 can...but woke up at like 1230am...shit lah...
terrible night...terrible week...PMSing the whole past 2 days
one week of stretching
it is killing me to roll up in my room
anyway it is times like this that you realise you have great friends supporting you
Clarrie is so so motherly and loving:)
wohohoho can't wait for cg on thurs because cg is gonna be powerful and there is steamboat at walter house after CG! fun right??? YES!!!!!
wondering how is his N'level going on...
oh flea wanted to meet and the peicaians again man...it always fail one...hais...hopefully this time everyone can compromise abit lah...the sec5s never appear before too...fine...but when we see that it have nearly no more hope light always appear:)
super good news man...he is really powerful...we never expected that to happen in such a way but have a feeling that he is our only hope...the best one at least up till now:) aiya...marcus is just xiao boiboi killer...they all get stuck to him...agree right??? berlin...lorenzo...all the sec ones can...but our 2 lunches definately are fruitfully don't you think??? It created a wonderful story yet to end:)
today was outside slacking and home stoning...because this week is totally terrible for me...if it wasn't that there is CG I might just die away wasting one week...but can someone accompany me study history after history remedial...and please someone that com study quietly and can help me if I need help ok...I have no more time to waste from friday onwards
I have compromised too much this year...so so so much...I can't balance things...i got to do 100% in both 100%!!!! I either compromise my spiritual life or studies...this week was the worst because I had none...ok maybe not totally
time to search for breakthroughs!

2009-09-07T09:17:00.000-07:00

just can't study today man...fail...anyway decided to start studying history from friday after making sure I am studying the right thing...anyway couldn't control my mind and just can't I don't know??? like sit still so decided just get out of the house to help people or at least do something helpful...it is better then sleeping right??? so went out with cherie with Ivan Goh and Flavian...AIM: shop for a jeans for Ivan Goh
Location: Bugis
okok walked from inside bugis junction to bugis street then finally found a jeans...super cool one...guys jeans are so cool now...some are so shiny...I just like those kind man...girls don't have those...nicholas' jeans was the first that I saw was shiny but his isn't those that are shiny when brought but is shiny because he never wash it but definately it is cool ok...but those we saw today are made shiny wohohohoh...so exciting right??? then Jade Daniel and Colin came along too...walked Iluma...boring man...the nicest shop there closed down before the entire building even started...but still love Iluma because it has great long escalators wohohoho...then Jade daniel left and colin left so back to the 4 of us again and we roamed...Ion...OMG...it is like Ion for the how many times right...hahahaha...nevermind...cherie haven't been there...so go Ion can't missed their toilets...so we went in and show her the fabulous hand washing procedure inside...it is like super wow...so I was telling her my imagined toilet in the future surely better then Ion's tissues hand dryer and moisturiser dispenser below the mirror like the hand dryer and tisses they have already...idea of moisturiser??? from toilet on admin office side...you go there you will know what I am talking about...then we go PS eat dinner because Orchard area no food is affordable...anyway it is like from strickly window shopping only back to wow finally back to some practical shopping places...come on Ion have too much hing end shopping shops already...we walk in and they just simply bo chap you kind...then I was like saying maybe should find job in these places and you get a very very big discount from buying stuff from there because they want you to wear their produces while working...so work somewhere you like to buy clothes from hahahahahahahahaha:D
Anyway that idiot that shares the same room as me pissed me today...I tell you I am not talking to her already...want talk use handphone lah...you want to be not flexible I play with you lah...fine...you want talk to me...nothing but through handphone...can't even breath the same air...

2009-09-06T08:39:00.000-07:00

weiling is super happy today because I finally have motivation to study le:) Because I found my purpose in studying after so long...you know why...DPA really killed me and I really hate it now...I just totally disrupted my entire life...I am back and fully charged to go all the way...this holiday is no time for play study study and mugging everyday:P I think I might just die in my room from hardcore mugging:P No time to waste...drats I am like thinking of dropping amath...nonono...weiling stop thinking of that!!! Amath is nothing to you...love AMATH like now!!!!
today we have a laughing good time in kopitiam during dinner...you will never guess what our topic is about...and yan jun sure have the funniest laughter because I ended up not laughing at the funny thing but her...
I have a special post coming up soon...

2009-09-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

went shopping in the morning...felt like I have not got shoppping for the longest time...the last time I really went shopping is like one month ago already hahahaha...actually not very long ago...
today pastor Lia preached! It is really pastor lia man...pastor Lia is talented and anointed!
wohohoho...finally find people that is going to take revange for me:P
the guy is so going to get it from them for cheekoing all the girls...ok most of the girls in peicai...come on man...your will have weiling's support!!! I can support by...giving you his number hahahahahahahahahaha.....anyway just now while talking about that idiot when hanging out...someone came up with a brilian idea of getting all the girls to complain to the school about this idiot...but he is like graduated 4 years ago can still cheekoing the sec 3s walau...but the guys have a better idea so shall not spoil they work...hahahaha...weiling support you guys with his number!!!!

2009-09-04T06:02:00.000-07:00

wohohoho last day of exam for the week time to let me play for the next two days before getting back to study during the holidays:) Anyway under crap condotion while taking exams today...since last night have stomach ache le those kind you can feel your stomach wall pushing together...crazy man...during SS paper was still ok math still can ta han...but when I was walking with Nicholas flavian and Jerome to have dinner it was totally driving me crazy...don't have the strength at all can...but...during math paper I wanted to rest in the last 5 mins and it is only 5 mins and I have long finish my paper and checked it already...ms leow don't allow me to rest awhile at all! Now waiting for my meat balls to come home so I can eat and sleep already...hahahahahaha:D time to pig around:P
today wondering how we spend our long break between exams??? We went Christie's house...amazed man...she can play lots of hillsong's songs on her piano!!! I am no music person so I can't really hear the tunes of the songs even if I hear them before...not scared of her doggy today...

Fell down:(

2009-09-03T04:47:00.000-07:00

2009-09-02T08:25:00.000-07:00

today spent alot of time in school...gosh...we had a 4 hours break in between our exams...I wanted to study...but it is super unwise because it will used up too much brain energy...last minutes is always no no for me...so got to study early...the paper in the afternoon nearly killed me...super duper warm in the hall can...but luckily it is a math paper...I won't care so much about being warm or cold...damn tired from the paper...slept abit...a little bit only...but it took ms leow a few knocks to wake me up...later when i wake up it is bearly half a minute before they make us stop writing...mean teacher!!! it is only half a minute...what can I check in half a minute??? Tomorrow is english...nothing to study but got to study for SS...I got to score man...must like get below 15 points or like 10 points??? so humanities A1!!!! OR else...if I don't get 15 points and below I will back on study rule even during exams...CRAZY!!!!! OK...today physics...chea....they didn't mark the standards up at all...it is easier then mid years can...ok plan hao hao le..holidays have to finish studying chemistry, biology amath and history on thurs and friday...talking about prom night...wear t-shirt and jeans there hahahahahahahahahaha.....$65 can
not going to dress up ba...very expensive to dress up...got to save for next year stuffs and upcoming building fund le....but I would go ugly of course hahahahahaha:D just came back from chomp chomp with Alvina, charlotte, cherie, flavian and walter...walter just cut his hair to prepare to look presentable for N'levels...everyone is taking major exams man...and when we are crazily preparing for some sad monsters call exams...some weird curry say he is sad because he have nothing to do everyday...roar!!! Wait till his school reopens...hahahaha...mine olevel starts:(
nevermind...it is around 2 months plus only before the battle with the monster with the monster will end and weather we defeated the monster or the monster defeated us will be known only in january...2 month pass very quickly de...now is like sep and next month olevels will start le...scary right...tomorrow papers are afternoon papers so can sleep until I shiok enought then wake up...goodnight:) hope everyone are doing well:)

2009-08-31T21:46:00.000-07:00

muhahahahahahahaha today is teachers day man...actually ever since we enter secondary school these days are bearly celebrated...but at least we have holiday...everyone is so happy with it:)yesterday while everyone go school I studied 2 hours and then walk to peicai to meet the girls...went serangoon gardens to slack and talk about prom night...hahahahahaha...ok...we are going prom apparently...tehn I decided to visit Christie's house...because I don't want to go home and anyway I have to go bishan at 530 pm...if I go home I will sleep at home le...so go her house lo:) Her house have a what I call "wolf dog"...hahahaha the 3rd dog i touch in my whole life:) Fisrt was Cherie's Candy then the 2nd was Clarrie's doy which lick my face and then Christie's dog...look fierce but is very tame so I am not very scared after awhile...hahaha cute...because i give her a dog chip and she drool while bitting it...after that was rather early at bishan and everyone have not come yet so I went to library and see what I can read...but fell asleep on the sofa in the library...because super tired can....the they reach le then I go find them. After meeting then Me and Cherie went down to serangoon to find Walter Flavian abigale and her "SISTER" lol...fake de la...

10th Anniversary

2009-08-29T10:45:00.000-07:00

Today's adventure started out rough but ended with celebrations:D
I was comfortably sitting on my sofa slacking and watching television waitting for the time for me to get bath and leave the house when suddenly Flavain called me to accompany him to pick his sister up...so have to rush rush go bath and ran all the way to Nictan house the bus-stop...crazy man the weather is like phewwww......crazy!!!!! Got to his house but his mum don't let us take his sister to church... :( his sister wanted to go so badly de...I feel so heartache when I see her disappointed face I repeatedly ask if she is ok before leaving...hope she is alright...she don't have a handphone...difficult to make sure she is ok...But Flavian was like ROAR!!! all the way to church...i am totally loss at what to do...LAter 10th anniversary was totally high! Not high also must high le lo...with retro songs funny videos and pastors sharing and of course ended with a bang...the whole place was like packed to the max...squeeze until cannot squeeze already...anyway after that was good news after good news shall not say it here for privacy matters but it definately tears of joy better than getting straight As for Olevel or getting a million it is totally priceless man:) after that the CEG swam through the mountains of people who are celebrating ramadan hahahahahahaha:D they are seriously having fun! it is like super alot of people even when it is already very near midnight...totally rubbing shoulders...but still considered a 'super cooling' walk all the way to the place we are eating prata...and poor abi is wearing heel...those high high ones...i empathize her man...that time i went shopping in heels and when I reach home I feel like the floor slopes backwards hahahahahahahahaha...painful can...and great! there is still bus at half an hour past midnight! We have communication breakdown with the prata aunty so darren and abi did the job hahahahahahaha...

2009-08-28T19:27:00.000-07:00

Gosh! friday was totally...argh...went school for some stupid 30 mins talk on scienca practical...not like we don't know can...come on lah just ask someone pass message to me will do right don't have to ask me go down personally...almost wasted my whole morning...because it is super sleepy...then after school still have physic mock exam...totally not a test at all can...I took it by force because mr lew don't want to attend to my question until after the test...so...bo bian...and anyway going to meet felicia only at 2 plus because she say she is coming down so just take the test to kill time...finish le then wait wait wait...finally mr lew is free to attend to my question...ok...me and jorine decided to go bus stop to meet felicia because she don't know the place well other the cherie's house I think...go prata house again!!! I just went there a week ago...but they are all fasting except me and sharlynn and sharlynn don't want to eat...too tempted by the prata so eat lo...afther that then finally on my way to church...everyone is like there...preparing for pastor's birthday or preparing for 10th anniversary or doing something to love Jie RU...while I slack around and help Ivy with bio...then I realise...the first few chapters u have to know it inside out before continuing the rest of the chapter because it always goes back the the first few chapter in terms of foundation...hehehe...exams coming le so she have to revise from the beginning again...good for u hahahahaha....
Flavian told Ivy and walter...N'level cert is nothing...how did we get there???...oh walter is taking Nlevel in 9 days i think so I was telling his after N'level got to chiong for olevel le no time for him to rest or else he will regret and flavian is like yes yes...I don't know how it is like but I totally regret slacking the whole end year holidays last year...hahahahahahaha....At night went for supper...seem like it is a long time since we went for supper so I just tag along and anyway just to reward myself for a week of hardwork...I think I spend 90% of my days with my books already...because I sleep with them too hahahahahahahahaha....eat too much already...when we leave I started having headache...that is why i didn't blog last night because all I remember is that I reach home bath and sleep...my hair is bearly dried yet...too tired already...wore my uniform for 16 hours!!!!! okok I better be back to study another 2 hours before leaving for church today is going to be wow wow wow...the chairs are already set up yesterday when I reach can u imagine how much they are preparing for today??? yepp yepp

2009-08-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

wohohoho...sleep like pig today...kinda wanted to just lie down but ended up sleeping then darling's call scare me up...answered and she say is left her house already...okok I climb up and bath...bath like queen...inside for super long...keep hearing the phone vibrating but just don't feel like climbing out to take a look at it...when I came out finally just nice darling's call missed so called back...OMG she is reaching already lah...okok quickly dry myself and open gate for her...she came to pass me my beloved bio guide book...thinking why crazy weiling still buy that book even when olevels is like less then 60 days away??? this book is more visual and surely...I got to study biology for another 3 years so no harm... talked and talked for around 2 hours??? yepp...she is trying to guess who liked...hahaha...failed man...actually not really...she is good at it...her instincts are strong...she guessed it within the first few but I keep denying and keeping quiet didn't say yes or no...seriously she have been guessing it for 2 hours...but I keep changing topic but she will pull it back...
Tomorrow got to go school because this freaking morning vivian msg and tell me that ms yap ask me to be in school tomorrow and must go school!!! I can't belief that I am actually going just breifing....still have to attend class in the end...super sian...I though I can have my straight one week leave man...failed...nevermind...if I am a little fiercer about anything to do with going back to school tomorrow bare with me alright...I seriously feel that attending class is wasting my time!
OKOK back here...me and darling have not sat down and talk for super long already ba...the last time is also just before mid years exams...this time just before prelims...hahahaha...reason???...we always miss school together to study...hahahahahahaha...
we concluded something we have been suspecting for like for sometime...seriously...if u don't want too many people to know then ask your friends around you to shut up about that...they are just making things obvious...I thought I was the only one who suspected...but darling also suspected the same thing...we really think the same man...seriously...weiling have my way of finding out things...don't act already lah...so insecure...scared that u know lesser than me then angry over this...wa lau...childish...

Song of the season: Sanctuary
Revelation: Matthew 28:15 (New International Version)
15 So the soldiers took the money and did as they were instructed. And this story has been widely circulated among the Jews to this very day.

2009-08-26T19:29:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning wanting to start with my study but something took over my mind so I decided to throw it up here first or else I will next be able to study in peace.
I choose to deny and lie about it all these time is because I know saying it will only cost me emotional torture and I can't stand the way people look at me, no matter human heart is still human heart I rather live in peace and freedom from how people look at me then to tell people and hide at home understand??? Noods*

2009-08-26T10:28:00.000-07:00

sleeping soon...very late already...prelims starting in 6 days...gosh...41st day is rehersing saturday is really going to be awesome:):):) Just now my sister is being ridiculous again...pick up a phone call on my phone and say it is my fault that I leave it on the table so she pick up...OMG lar...like this also can...IT IS MY PRIVACY can...luckily it is Flavian if it is my friend...she will get it from me...next two days mugging like crazy le...stress level keep rising...
Dropped cookie 3 times today...because she went crazy and keep running off my hand and I can't grab hold of her properly...feel really pain when she fell onto the floor...especially when the last time she fell she looks really painful...talked to tutor about next month's tuition...have prelims man...how to go tuition...bo bian she say try my best to make it because it is the last 10 lessons before Olevel already...oh Chu Wen meet me to tell me about AE takedown...taken down finally but will be up twice after prelims to Olevel period...come on! weiling You can do it de...
Matthew 6:33 (New International Version)
33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
in the next 2 days I will finish 17 hours of study:) Jia YOU!!!

2009-08-25T22:31:00.000-07:00

Now it is 1331 one min after the time school suppose to end today...hey why is weiling blogging??? Nope weiling didn't go school of course she can blog...Flavian have been persuding me to go school today...last night but failed because I still decided to stay away from school...at least when I told lorenzo while asking if he is ok with his life he told me that it is at least for the better...yepp yepp I agree...but I kind of "ponned" school! so in case some people thinks that I am playing at home while I am away from school or hanging out somewhere out there then YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG!!! Weiling will never do stupid things...of course through the time everyone else is in school weiling is able to sleep more and studied even more...going to school doesn't mean everything...but if you have no self-discipline...please don't stay away from school like what I have done because things doesn't work the same for everyone....agree???....noods* okok back to what I have done alright??? I have finish 4 hours of studying and a little more sleep:) I am happy with what I have done:) today I am aiming to finish 7-8 hours of study...this week study rule for weiling is 30 hours:) Later have tuition...got to go this time already...ponned english tuition like for 2 weeks already...always wanted to go on thurs instead but never make it because I end up going home and sleep:P Tomorrow darling coming to find me at my house...darling must have miss not seeing me in school man...hahaha actually also to return my biology book:) I is mine but I have had a chance to see it yet though...but it is ok...I want darling to do well too:) Later after tuition going to church to see Chu Wen first...wondering why she suddenly want to see me...this is scary... I guess my timetable for the next few days would be wake up study eat study and sleep...how boring...
But SAT is really going to be awesome...Alvina is doing all the birthday planning and she have enough creativity to bring love foundation to 3.0 man...Bella's birthday is going to be so so awesome and of course our very own D10 secret mission loving beyond and above and overflowing love...got to learn lots from her creativity...thanks to ALvina man...I totally didn't have to do anything in love foundation...:P ok that is bad...I will help up more heyheyhey... :P

2009-08-25T04:22:00.000-07:00

went school today to test out...disappointing...I can't study in school anymore now...I feel very irritated when I go to school and is not productive at all...I can't study and I now really want time alone to study without people disturbing already...sometimes I really feel very helpless when one math lesson passes and I learn nothing or have not gain the understanding of anything...i feel so disappointed because I suddenly felt the feeling that school is not helping me nor is it a place I can go to learn anymore.
So so so...love is a choice not a emotion
Realise that I love my life so so much...love the mandane and routines of life because I know that I have people around me that made my routine life fun and exciting...purking up my boring night with lots of msgs till I can't fall asleep. OR simply trading some food from me for a stitch:D...loving me...getting anxious about me:D You might have forgotten all these but surely weiling remembers:)

2009-08-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

sleep study rest study sleep then later some idiot crash into the room screaming at someone and woke me up! idiotic man...can't I have a place I can sleep with anything disturbing me...morning was a phone call and evening is an idiot. counting down...prelims starting next tuesday...times flies...haven't touch my physics yet...and if you are younger than me one good advise...please study hard during sec 3...it is not a honeymoon year like everyone claims...you will benefit unknowingly from there...trust me...and keep the notes...because I got to say that for me to summarise as quickly and as efficient and to handle everything now relied alot on what I have done last year...I don't know how other people cope but definately mugging last year definately helped me alot...especially humanities...because all I have to do is to flip through last year essays I have done and choose the one with the highest mark and re-compile my notes:)
Aren't attending school regularly now...studying at home and sleeping...when exams draw near my body just keep having problems...having headache everyday! But at least I am at home can...the air-con contractor came today...finally can feel the air from my air con...cost daddy $150 to chemically wash our air con...it is totally choked up...daddy say that no wonder electrially bills went up...guess because the air-con needs more power to run when it is choke to give the same effect:) but it is super cold now because it is all clean! But it is better then a choked air-con because it is quieter and more powerful...finally can have a cold night!
some people saw my unglam photo! OMG it is like...and mummy say that is cute! OMG!
oh I am sure she told her man...expected...nothing serious...seriously nothing serious...anyway I have survived one whole year like this...I like my independence...I rather have it to myself then saying it out...and these things can't force...
Got to fast the next few days for weekends le...bye bye food:P but it is more important then my food:D I will do it willingly:)
Back to school tomorrow for sure...and got news that next monday is sports carnival...hahahahahahahaha:D if u are clever u will predict what weiling will do:P
Darling will miss u...3 days didn't see u le:( tomorrow can't see u too:( nevermind must come on wednesday okok:)

bigger territories

2009-08-23T07:02:00.000-07:00

today have discipleship class with lynette...she say that we are the most happening discipleship class man...hahahaha we brough Pai Kia for her and bubbletea...of course happening lah...hahahahahaha...but her discipleship class is about friends and routine...reminded me that I have yet to find close friends...it isn't like I am not aware...I knew it like long ago...I guess nicholas tan and flavian are rather close to me??? Actually realised not really...nevermind...routine...yepp I can't deny that I won't find it a routine...come on not like every week will be more happening then the next...it only happens once awhile...like next week is 10th anniversary must come...we don't even know what will happen...they are making it very secretive...but 41st day will be leading worship...the only info I got...super secretive...okok back to the routine...yepp yepp...lynette say that pastor's successes now are all because they last through those routines over the year...sermon for this two days is bigger territory...when we sin in one area of our life, we are forgiven but we loses the authority over that area of our life. Bigger territory = bigger influence...yepp yepp...and and Dr Phil pringle is coming together with CCC for next sun...OMG!!! HAhahahahahahahaha...next weekend is really 10 times more happening then those normal normal weekends...

Profiting from trials

2009-08-22T18:32:00.000-07:00

James 1:2-4 (New King James Version)
2 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, 3 knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. 4 But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.

2009-08-21T21:58:00.000-07:00

got to go cousin's birthday later...long time since I hang out with them already...OMG daddy actually ask me if I know how to go when it is just next to my school!!! Come on man...I think I can go with my eyes close...look at who u are talking to lah...I live on average 5 hours a day there! I am not going that place again after I graduate!!!

2 lunches

2009-08-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

agrh...totally don't feel like going school today de...but was dragged there...lorenzo asked me to go for lunch at prata house so I agreed...Marcus and cheng ming didn't know before hand that i will be there and was a little shock...buy myself egg prata and decided to eat what I have but later marcus started shoving things to me to eat!!! So much can...I really eat until very xin ku lo...the Lorenzo went back to school for solfball training and I tag along with them for the second lunch with Vik and his friend...shit can't remember his name...and cheng ming and marcus actually ate a second round despite being very full already!!! omg! I sat there and stone and listen to them talk...not eating again man...crazy I will grow fat like this...then we went to church for CEG movie marathon-fireproof awesome movie watched the beginning of it only...met ms leow on the bus to church...she is rich lah...LV bag leh...hahahahaha...cheng ming told me that ms leow gave them pre exams tips just before their Olevels...hey give us too leh ms leow...left the movie for Cafe duty...wow awesome time standing...talking to lvy...hahaha...she actually rejected though train...flavian ask her to take N'level instead...at least she still have a n'level cert even if anything goes wrong with her olevel...geeee ivy takes bio! washing the coffee machine drain then realise Alvin low take bio molecular too...hahahahaha bio is really a fantastic subject isn't it??? super tired now...shall study tomorrow morning:P

geee...english oral...last oral finally...

2009-08-20T02:13:00.000-07:00

interview I still can handle...oral...I suck at it since primary school can...just hope that the teacher would be easier on me...i remember once in sec one when it is oral I just stared right into the teacher's eye during conversation and didn't say a word...it totally drove that teacher crazy...i got a big fat zero for that!!!
just saw tania's tweet...that long hair woman invigilator is really annoying and I really agree to what tania say man...that woman scolded me can....geeeee....roar....whatever is over is over already no point mourning over it...decided to not go tuition today since it is too late when oral ended...anyway while waiting for my turn today I saw thad's book...The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho...rather interesting book...shall get one when olevel is over...I won't be able to finish it tonight...what is interesting and caught my eye is the beginning of the book this shephard boy didn't take the road of pride but a road where he want to do something he would be happy doing...which is travelling and the only way he could travel is by being a shephard...despite being well educated he decided to put them all down and be a shephard...really going to get this book man...okok...this few weeks everything is going far too smooth sailing...time for me to be uncomfortable once again...thank god...god have given me abundantly above all I have ask for...really...things are starting to come to past...yesterday CG was simply big...really really big...the old bookstore area is not enough for us soon...okok 51 more weekdays to olevel...come on weiling is still not over the excitment of her DPA results yet like seriously...isn't it like a better news then chinese results???...yesterday the chinese tuition center called to ask about my results...hahahahahaha...realised no more chinese lesson!!!!! yes man!!! Next week my leave will be on thurs man...it is the worst day of the week...like seriously hate thursday...I don't have monday blues but thursday blues...okok time for my nap!

Chinese results...

2009-08-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

This two days went by very smooth sailing...got almost whatever I have wished...NP simply settle off my stress and give me a push in my studies because at least now I have a secure place in polytechnic and it is like where I wanted to go...super lucky...and chinese I actually passed! And it is not c6 or c5 but b4!!! better off what I expected...I am really not taking anymore...I am afraid if I were to retake it now I will fail instead...finally one subject off my shoulders!!! thought through yesterday...specialist is really not what I am happy to do alone...it is just my dream to be rich and buy whatever I want and to get whatever I want and live in luxury...but I thought it through...if I really want to do something I want to be happy it would be mission work...i will be happier doing...and really...today during humanities is my first time anouncing this...hahaha honoured...hahahahahaha and when u call I know u doubt about what i told u after thinking about what u say...i think it is best u don't believe what I say ba...because I believe too easily what people tell me le...really if he want to spread rumor I also will not realise and believe...i think it is better u don't take in what I say ba...anyway weiling this two day is simply happy happy and happy:D hahahahahaha jerome shi xiong hahahahahahaha:D
oh oh oh...almost forgotten...wow ran into 2 ex-primary school friends, yu xuan and Javier, oh man...really long time no see le...yu xuan I met her on the bus to church today...bus 43...she is studying in hougang sec now hope she is doing well man...and the other one Javier ar...aiya...he change super alot lar...last time always fight with me de...hahahahahaha...I am quite a gangster then...but we have both matured and grown...he is in a lucky school, pei hwa, al least...all the teachers chased away by vagine princess almost all are taken in by that school...oh man...yepp yepp...your know who I talking about then ok le...
oh and and today me and Jorine did a super bad thing...we bluff felicia that jorine got D7 for chinese and failed paper 3 and she believe us!!! When I was in church felicia is like...see your face I feel so cheated lah...I guess felicia is really worried for jorine like really really worried feel so bad man...hahahahahahaaha...she told cherie and I still dare to smile hahahahahahahahhahaha...

2009-08-17T23:23:00.001-07:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG...NP accepted me!!!

2009-08-17T22:14:00.000-07:00

within the last one hour before DPA result release now...weiling can't concentrate on anything already...wondering why I can blog now??? hahahahas i am at home...yesterday caught in the rain...might have caught flu like seriously and knee pain and on top of that is also because what will be happen within the next one hour...on water therapy now...really love days like this...study and sleep and sleep and study...but I won't live life like this don't worry...after olevels...i will be able to better manage my flesh...olevel is just driving me crazy soon...54 more weekdays I will say...
yesterday I was looking through the orbitary in class then I saw a woman 82 years old when she pass away...I turned to vivian and told her...eh u see long life leh...I didn't thought through what I said until last night...I didn't know why the thought came back to me again...I thought through...if 82 is long life...then I don't have much time left...turning 16 soon...and I would say 16 years pass really soon...woman's average motality is 80...80-16=64....omg 64 more years to live only I have not achieve much...have not contributed much...have not help enough people and I have not experience enough...then...if it is like this I have not live life to the fullest yet...then I remember the newsletter city news...city harvest have grown from 20 to over 27000 members in 20 years...pastor kong must have done the most in his life time in this 20 years...immediately I thought...I want to live my life as full as pastor kong have live for the past 20 years in the next 64 years in my life:D in any case I will have to die I know I have live my life to the fullest...

2009-08-17T04:19:00.000-07:00

hahahaha the week started already...school was still fun fun fun to me...the week always starts off messy because things seems to have pile up and alot of things are yet to do in the upcoming week...tomorrow DPA result is coming out man...can't wait already...but got caught in the rain today when going to AMK hub...so feeling a bit sick oh went to AMK to eat lunch while Jerlyn and Audrey do nails...brough my new water botter...super cute:D Tomorrow is either math test or lunch outhing...still thinking...but since jorine and audrey can't go I can't go too...
hope I could gain access to internet in school man...i really want to know the result first hand...maybe bring laptop???...hmmm...today have history test in class...gosh...i really hate the feeling of racing against time especially during test or exams because I will keep writing the wrong things...that is why I hate the rusjing for history and ss paper...if history and ss paper have all the time I need will be great and I would love it:D

mercy...

2009-08-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

" You are magnificent eternally wonderful glorious..."
pastor how is away in gold coast and this two days it is video sermon...pastor have recorded it before he left...a bigger heart...
today was on cafe...taking me down end of this month...everyone is taken down already...hahahahahaha...anyway today is tiring...super tiring...extremely tiring...probably it is because it have been a long while since I last did cafe...anyway alvin told cherie that the other two cafe duties are on weekdays so very slack de...so i can do until end of the month...
did something super disgusting today...i knew I should have done it lah...oh man...I really have to change my bad habit...
D10 is growing very fast...really very fast...especially this few weeks...I think we have broke through 30 in attendence this week already...probably D1 ceg have broke through 100 too...I didn't realise that until recently...anyway 11th month already...starting to feel the routine in it le...but god is magnificent...found me and caught me on time...won't think that way anymore...
felt that there were alot of breakthroughs recently...today service was better then yesterday's...it is like one of thise few services that sunday's is better then the sat one...yepp...bigger hearts...bigger hearts...bigger hearts! Many things are coming up real soon...55 more weekdays to exams...omg can...which really mean to me 55 more days for me to study too...

rubber band snapped

2009-08-15T08:07:00.000-07:00

55 more days to olevel...inclusive of weekends or not I not sure but for sure if i say I am not stressed at all it is lying...it is totally opposite...so u try forcing some more things on me you are totally dead...because I will just not do...or worst cry...come on lah...I already study the whole weekday already...can't you just let me relax abit on the weekends??? That is why I planned my time so that all the studying are on weekdays and block off my whole weekend from almost no studying and yet...Idiotic can...and come on if you think that I have headache because of lack of sleep you are totally wrong can...I sleep like pig still have headache de...you can't help it because I am taking olevel this year and sure have stress de ma...another time you snap my rubber band I am really ignoring you and I mean what I say...

2009-08-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

Just live your life
With god inside
You won't regret
A moment of it

From hillsong-free

Guides farewell party...

2009-08-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

This idiot blogger have problems...shall post the photos another day...
Anyway today we have guides farewell for us:D I weiling say she feels nothing or happy...she is definately lying...towards the end of the farewell party...I tried to laugh and smile to hold back my tears...farewells are always tearful...aren't they??? I never fail to cry in farewells except when I left primary school...like seriously...but I had great stamina this time in holding my tears...I didn't cry infront of anyone...but when I was alone...I can't deny that girl guide did leave me lots of fond memories of my secondary years...me ended up remembering how me met each other...ok I shall say two...Janice and me...our first encounter with each other is when we were having footdrill training when we were in sec one...then...we just entered girl guides and bearly know each other...but that footdrill training I remember clearly that I am still on MC and I am not fit to even go out...but when we are trained on spacing we didn't do it correctly and our seniors punish us by running around the parade square in the orginal school compound...oh my gosh I where will have strength to run man...but me and janice have to run...as for weeling I didn't really know her through girl guides...but...through TAf club...oh my gosh I am like super fat then...we ran every morning me her and yiling...remember those hard times...towards the end of sec one I took MC for physical activities for nearly straight 4 months can...TAF club really doesn't work for me...because the whole year of running I only lost 2 Kg but I lost 12 Kg in the 2 months holiday at the end of sec one...okok back to my farewell party.....hahahahahahahahahahahahaha......farewell parties for us should be for us to sit back and watch the juniors entertain us right???...but it ended up a time for them to make us do stuff in their command...run round the school...do footdrill and singing the world song at the same time...making Joleen eat fruit...(joleen hate fruits...I think if we add up all the fruits she have eaten in her life time...it won't even be equal to an apple can...) and make us find things in a box of disguating soup with noodles with ceral with honey stars with apple skin and banana skin...anyway it is some disgusting goshy goshy thingy...Sarah told the junior that they are going to get it from her when Olevel is over and Vivian volunteered to do kims games for the juniors...they are going to have big time!
After that rushed down to church and found myself still early...clean myself up...because we are going to eat sushi to celebrate xiao yan's birthday...Anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO YAN!!! After that go back to church and study 2 hours!!! And I screamed "yes! 2 hours 25 more mins to finish up my 20 hours!!!" Now I am left with 1 hour and 40 mins only!!! shall finish it later and sleep...super tired!!! Today janice told me something...she told me that we always look forward to the weekends because we always feels less tired in the weekends reason??? because we goes to church for service and get our battery recharged!!! then I told her...yeah true...really...when we sleep only 4 hours during a weekend night we don't feel that tired but even when I sleep 7-8 hours every 24 hours in a typical weekday...I stilll feel super tired...
today saw the olevel count down board in school...56 days to olevel...that time when I visit Clarie's house in the june holidays there is still like 120++ days but now it is halved already can...OH my mama...MGS and Cedar is having prelims already...AMK starting on 27 aug...ours...2 sep...oh man....everyone chionging already lo....half way through revising for bio:D will go on to chem after bio:D

Irritating thursday!!!

2009-08-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

ahahahahahahahahahahaha tell you why I hate thurs...because it has the longest school hour!!! Started having headache during the last 2 periods...it started because we were outside the band room recording our oral thingy and the heat just overwelm me...now the headache in not going off...I shall go english tuition on sat morning...so later can catch a nap...hahaha weiling's nap is always 2 hours and more...anyway became very...I don't know how to describe the feeling...so started reading Dr Cho's book aunty left behind in singapore, 4th dimemsional living in a 3 dimensional world...kind of like hands on from the 4th dimension book he written...anyway saw these:
"I am closer than the very heart that pumps inside your chest cavity" and decided to read on...of course I didn't regret it because I saw : Humans belong to the forth-dimensional world even though they exist in the three dimensional world.
This is what I need to clear doubts man!!! Logic belongs to the third dimensional world and that is my logic lies...but I belong to the forth dimensional world...a world bigger than the third dimensional world...a world that controls the third dimensional world!

Mugging...

2009-08-11T19:05:00.000-07:00

Finally a day off...kind of I decided myself to give myself a break from the world, the school also mug at home...not that I am totally well...seriously I am aching all over now and headache still mild. I love the feeling being alone without humans around me...because seriously humans do give me headache....I have lesser of such times now...so when I say I want to be alone...you better leave me alone...or else if I flare at u don't blame me...anyway I screwed up another math test...feel super disgusted now...I hate failing tests and all...but seriously...that test is totally screwed...didn't manage to finish and ms leow only put up the formula sheet when I am already on question 5 out of the 8 question paper...dumb right...where got time to go back and check...and by the way I only manage to do 7...imagine it is my speed that I do only 7 and formula sheep when I am doing question 5...what the...she scolded us that even give your formula sheet also cannot do...OMG!
DPA results release next tues, Olevel chinese result release next wed...
OH yeah yesterday found out something coincidental...heard that this year the hungry ghost festival and the muslims first day fasting falls on the same day...anyway what excites me the most is the pasa malam.......yummmy I want to try ramy burger again!!!

It is a choice thing

2009-08-11T03:40:00.000-07:00

She told me...I tolds her...no matter what you guys decision are, I will respect the decision made by the three of you:) I love the three of you very much...as much as I love you guys, I know I can't pull you down to follow what I want...find your life you want...this is all I want to say now but don't forget who brought us here with the grace love and mercy. Other than that coming back and being radical it the choice you guys make...as much as you have move on and as much as I have also moved on I still carry a pray for you guys in my heart:)
So near yet so far...
Today I really feel what is, no prayer goes unheard. Not a single one...just be faith-filled.
Sometimes what somethings seems to be bad, but when put together it turns out to be good and it is probably near salvation already.

National day holiday!!!

2009-08-10T04:59:00.000-07:00

Cool! Woke up like 0530 in the morning to go for morning prayer meeting today...it is totally wow! BEst one I have ever been! Definately encounted god in a way never before! Didn't regreted it at all though I really dragged myself up and dragged myself there! After sending GUGU off in the afternoon then went Ion with mummy! Brought my Jeans!!! Hahahahahahahahaha:D so excited man! My second aunty say...go Ion today with my ATM iszi...hahahahahahahaha:D Saturday night didn't sleep! Then went jogging! Finally get to see the kind of protein thing...smells like cocoa...heard that it taste like milo...it help build up alot alot of muscles...Of course not I drink lah...I then don't want muscle can...I didn't even manage to finish running one round...felt like I have not recover yet...lungs can't take it...evening after service was National Day live viewing...great man...heard that roy tang design the eye screen and the chairman incharge of the whole show is demond Col...so proud of them man!!! The show was totally great! And not fair man! This year every single contigent in the parade have march past! We didn't get to do that! But this year their training started way earlier! When we were watching nelia was so bad can...keep laughing at the parade comander...aiya the television also very bad...zoom in so close lah....hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha:D After the whole day I just died off at night...can't even remember what happen when I reach home lah...

2009-08-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

Freaking tired now!!!! Didn't sleep last night at all..too tired to blog about today...shall do it tomorrow

Bigger (part 2)

2009-08-08T09:54:00.000-07:00

woke up at nearly noon this morning....hahahahahaha...weiling must be really tired...I have not sleep enough for the whole week so...last night sleep until don't know when to wake up already....woke up and study the whole morning to chiong study rule...really is study straight...or else not enough time to finish le...but still made it:D everything was quite boring today other then service...because today's service was really really great...
"empty handed but alive in your hands"
this lyrics is just stuck to my head...
really still...today's sermon answers lots of questions in my head for the whole week...just felt great...!!!
matthew 6:33
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

That is the answer man...kind of not really in the sermon but...still...aiya...
really important to me...exams after exams...test after test...all these are nothing already...it is the last important paper in less then 3 months...gosh...really don't know how already...every week past like...wow breeze no... wind...damn fast can...soon it will be over...
Next week morning prayer meeting...Mavis leaving tomorrow...simon and GUGU leaving on monday...argh...everyone are going away already...
AND AND AND...tomorrow ndp show is going to be......GREAT!...AWESOME! Because the person in charge of the show itself gave us a quick glimps into the show today during service...pastors are going to marina bay tomorrow...hahahahahahahaha:D prayed for the whole event to run smoothly and it is going to be the best NDP show ever in singapore's history!!! hahahahahaha:D
okok come back...
really realise realise 1000 youths sudden become so insignificant out of the 400000 youths in singapore...2000 people is a mega church already hahahahah! but really it is not the number at all....lives change...lives saved...
Tomorrow morning going jogging...must go man...always morning jogging become sleeping de...hahahahaha:D Nicholas and Flavian your better wake up man...
Next week is CHC morning prayer meeting...monday can go man!!! so shiok! And and I have learnt my lesson I won't play tricks on people..... then after that maybe rush down to airport!!! anyway monday I am so going shopping!!!! Mummy is going to buy me my ZARA jeans!!! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha:D anyway of course I won't just buy that I have a long long shopping list man...
And and and...hahahahhahaha so much to say....I really don't know why really no appetite from yesterday...ate really little today...like seriously very little...pollyna thought I was on diet...no lah...is really no appetite one...but still manage to force a pack of shaker fries down my throat...:)

Mahahahahahahah

2009-08-07T10:42:00.000-07:00

Yess!!!!! 2nd oct graduation already!!!! I am like announcing to the everyone I see in the afternoon in church!!! Hahahahahaha AMK sec is in Nov...loser...got to be some AMKian until Nov hahahahahaha:D Laugh at u man!!! Today no school tthen no school lo...We get to graduate earlier...hahahaha...
Oh yeah Nicholas withdraw from school already...going PGSM probably...no...maybe NS first...the country won't let him off so easily anyway....Jerome also probably withdrawing too...sad man...the world is seriously like this...even if he change a school...next time in the future he will still meet people like this....anyway...we left church at 8 plus and went to Jerome house because he wanted to change and put down his stuff then went to Chomp chomp for supper...no...is actually dinner....lost my appetite also...so didn't take dinner at all....is really not diet lo...is really don't feel like eating at all even if the nicest food is in front of me...so why waste this time to eat...time to lose some weight also...tomorrow morning study...sunday morning study...after service on sunday have NDP live in church...monday aunty flying to hong kong to further studies for 1 year...hahahaha:D she make me and wanting send her off can...anyway...going airport...so won't waste the time...I will go airpport after CHC morning prayer meeting and study...and also maybe do some secret mission...hahahahahah......cannot say...it is to prepare for some important people the birthday....our birthday card plan is extreme...much work and effort have to be put in to make the card as planned!!! Gigantic pop-up card!!! will finish off 4 more hour of study tomorrow morning after I wake up...I study now also won't be effective studying...so must as well sleep first and study tomorrow:) Great day at ION today with Tania, Christie and Shu Yi...Ion is really BIG!!! A pair of jeans in ZARA caught my eye...cost $79.90...hint hint hint hahahahaha:D my jeans is like-.-all beacuse of the stupid washing machine in my house...and anyway I wear my jeans alot so should be quite worth it de....and Ion also have all the expensive shops like LV, Prada and also the shop San Ho open de...1 jacket quite 'cheap' lah 5 hundred dollars 'only' lah.....hahahaha:D that day saw joleen have one!!! OMG can!!! I think I am not the only one that tell her..."that is expensive!"....anyway just found out from Jerome that Bio med in NP cannot use macbooks....oH MaN!!! My mac book down the drain....and he say it is best I buy it from NP if I want so can have 3 year warrenty-.- got to wait till next year can....anyway chinese result confirm out on Tues!!! peeps!!! Prepare your heart to receive the results ok...I have a strong feeling I might fail...I screwed up my oral can...I will never forget that chinese oral experience...because I totally can't read...I also can speak...more of talk in chinese only the rest...fail man....just now flavian nicholas and jerome even laugh at me speak chinese...where got funny lo...so normal sia...they haven't hear me speak hokkian only man...they will laugh their ass off de...oh yeah going shopping today tempted me to want to buy so many things.....have not go for those kind of hardcore shopping for very long already...will do it once I finish the last Olevel paper! Some many things I want to do...shopping...baking....outing....gaming....hangout...even when I go Ion today can still feel the tension in my body...the tension is like rising....wonder if my body could take it through all the papers...less then 3 months left...I really understand what clarrie told me that time during the June holidays..." we saw the number drop from 300 plus to 100 plus to a 2 digit number then finally the last 10 days....now is like 70 more day...somewhere there already....

2009-08-06T02:39:00.000-07:00

Done with that emo...post....today is totally unlucky can...got scolded by ms yap...like she keep saying I am not myself today...then spot check...luckily my handphone with...haha I shall not say or else the stalker come and see my blog I will get that person into trouble....vivian got her MP3 confiscated...stupid man...just a MP3...the fahmy must have purposely de lo...reach home like 4pm...super late la...all because of the POP rehersal...super hot...almost fainted...the sun really want to take our life man...if I faint tomorrow it will be really embarrassing...but I really almost fainted the other time during thinking day...tomorrow have stress ok...today got to study longer and more to make up for yesterday...anyway there is no lessons tomorrow I can afford not to sleep:) Ms loew say I look like I am fully recovered already...not lo...still coughing the things in my throat irritating me...if I laugh too much I will start coughing again...I better not cough during tomorrow parade...tomorrow ROY should SMILE when he march out to represent NPCC!!! See this??? SMILE alright!!!! Seriously U don't smile u look super funny from the side:P okok secret ok...I will shiver during tomorrow parade de...confirm hundred percent chop! After school will go pei simon they all...I think he is coming to peicai when our school end...try to see him as much as we can or else he is returning soon...wanted to try smuggler him into 4G classroom that is our initial plan...but I doubt so now...later teacher finds out he is there we are all dead!!!
cookie2 is doing well today...getting use to her new cage, new house and new owner:D it is the day now...she is sleeping:)

Girl guides

2009-08-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

Remember that day we sat in a circle and introduce ourselves outside 1E classroom then....haha:D it is the first day in guides...then we had weilin and christie with us in guides too:D I hate introducing myself...never like such things...we sat in a circle and in order weilin introduce herself then weeling and I am last....sorry I only remember the 3 of us because I really feel very awkward when I came to me especially when I am the 3 person with the name almost sound the same...then we started out with 3 clique in our level...first is us, the 1F gang with me joleen miao qin vivian, wendy...we are always together because we are from the same class, the the 1E which is then xin yi and weilin always together then the last group is the 1d with Audrey, weeling, shuyi, janice and then...wen jun also haha...of course we feel part of the company first because joleen sister is a rising company leader then...of course there are people like christie who was very close to janice at first...christie came to us as a cultural shock...partly because she is from a girls school while we all came from mix schools so she react to things and does things very differently from us...and also the only 1A girl...she left soon after and also shi qi ( she is from my primary 6 class:D)...who transfer from other school...first day of guides...ms mok came to our class to find us during school hour to remind us about guide that day...we are the 4th batch guides the company take in and of course from 1F our wendy is the social butterfly in the whole intake...things change soon after...our clique changed too...these are 3 years plus ago...now we are all sec 4 graduating...tomorrow is our passing out parade already...decided to leave this whole post to remember our 3 and a half year in peicai guides. ok...back to the clique...we changed and changed...later me and vivian join the 1D clique...but still not very close to them as a whole...christie also and wendy too...we are just close personally to one or two but not all...vivian tag along with me...wendy later became outcast....christie got sack for guides due to poor attendence...wen jun quit...weilin left guides and join NPCC...we then thought was because of weeling (they have conflict before in primary school)....I doubt so now....haha and later mei ping join us in sec 2....upon officially becoming a guide, we are split into petrols...I ended up in dove with came to a surprise to everyone...we all thought janice would be in dove with xin yi...but it ended up to be me....one thing because the 2 of them scored the highest in the test...hahahahahaha...later ms sae explain to us that she has her way of putting us in the differently petrols...kind of due to our similiarity in charater...we start out as huh...u sure anot ms sae...of course we didn't say...but kind of after 3 year in the same petrol at xin yi...now I know why...the only thing I seriously don't understand and don't see any similiarity is weeling and wendy.....hahahahahaha:D seriously.....anyway we are political...bitchy...whole day backstabbing....can't help it...it is a full girls cca...it can't be avoided ba...I must say I did hurt people too....sec 1 sec 2 went past like a breeze...nothing much a milestone...sec 3 was a milestone for me, a year of pride and ego....about this I have something to say about...later....but anyway girl guides boosted my pride and ego and probably the new way people see me and treat me...it is just life...National Day Parade in the floating platform in marina bay marks the highest point of my life in girl guides...out of the how many thousands of guides in singapore...I am one of the 70 plus plus representing girl guides singapore...I will sure remember that experience for life...how many people actually gets to take part in NDP...I might not be anything to many people but it was really something to me then...it brought me from a place of nothing to a place where I am finally something...that is how people look at u in life...u can't deny it either...in sec 3 i total excel in everything I gets...NDP...flag bearer...studies...even sports...but simply no life...but I gets whatever I want....want good results get good results...want gold for NAfa test get gold for nafa test...nothing to interfer nobody to stop me...a year of no failure...to put it like this...really no failure at all...high flying...tomorrow is passing out parade already...marking the end to our service to girl guides...and finally our time to enjoy....farewell party...This is the farewell party invitation card...we are leaving...the juniors got to come up and take over...do a good job alright:D

:D

2009-08-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

hahahahahaha:D just went through a super duper sian day...school then some national day parade rehersal then tuition...but can't say that the day is a complete :( day...things are really bored but I am :) come on make the best out of the boring day:) aren't me smiling the day through hahahahahahahahahaha:D Lessons have nothing much to say...realised there are people in my class that still has the mood to play around during lesson time...aren't they scared about o'level...come on I am not talking about just talking in class or using handphones here alright...they are just extreme...saying it in a long way.....hand held gaming device...got what I mean right...yeah...anyway today only has 3 subjects in school...can I really say something...I really feel that last week studying is more productive then this week....hahahaha...really! Today have some people spreading about spot checks today but it didn't happen...haha we all wasted our efforts passing our handphones away...tomorrow is the real one already.....but tomorrow is going to be a long school day...actually planned to go lunch with marcus and lorenzo during lunch break but I don't think we can now....rehersal was better then I thought...we finally get to throw our guides hats on the ground on friday! Passing out parade! so exciting right...something new here....never happen in school before this the first year they are trying this...and a total joke seeing all the UG representitive going up to collect our POP certs hahahah....seriously...look at their expresion...we get the best view man...the flag bearers are at the most front so we get to see everything first hand hahahahahahahaha! Brought a new hamster before tuition just now! haha....shall name it cookie2 hahahahahaha:D this is fatter...so I am going to feed this one fat fat le...no more slimming hahahahahahaha:D It is hiding under the beddings now...kind of tired after all the 'earthquake' on the way home.............and got to say.....that is the happiest thing I hear the whole year!

2009-08-03T09:39:00.000-07:00

Keep having the feeling that I am tied down by time...feeling sleepy can't sleep got to study...tomorrow afternoon can't study too...am I having to many unnecessary things going on for the next few days??? Tomorrow interview and wednesday is national day parade rehersal...super tired schedue can...I just don't want to do these stuff already...I just want to study and sleep like last week:P so wonderful...prelims are coming...anyway it hitted me last week...oh yeah haven't get the schedue from anyone one yet...heard that prelims cut into out holidays!!! Is the school nuts in taking away most time we could use to study...-.-seriously no brains man...anyway after prelims will be graduation...my happiest day for sure!!! Finally can say that I am no longer a peicaian! I can't wait for that day...when I graduate I will miss the people but never this school!!!

2009-08-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

Will blog about class gathering another day anyway we have a awesome Mr Chia who paid for our dinner...a huge hole in his pocket...hahahahahaha:D nevermind...his new love would mend that hahahahahahahahahahahahaha:D You know I know then ok le...

Bigger<< part one:D

2009-08-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

Today's combined service really feel that the church is very very small because the place where it used to have seats only on those big event where public might just come in or easter and christmas day is now arranged with chairs for combined service...we are really reaching 2000 end of this year!!! Pastor started a series on Bigger! We serve with a servent's heart abd thing at the level of a king! Think big! The my mind just thought back to Yesterday before the people start to come in we are on standby mode for an hour I think...and I standing I indoor stadium thinking about how heart of God church will look like in the future...then me and Jeanette started thinking about how it is going to be like and we added more and more things to the visualised picture of the church in our mind...like ...aeroplanes fly above the church building will see a cross at the top and something like this...so exciting right....
Today is no good day...lets not talk about it...finally get my hands on a carls Jr chilli beef cheese fries...haven't have one for months...really miss it man...........we did a board for pastors with our thumb prints on it lining the logo of our church...super cool board! Just wonderful! they ended up playing the poster colours for the thumb printing...with body art...hahas...I got one drawn by yolander too...back in serangoon me flavian and nicholas decided not to go home so we went to some prata shop in serangoon central they ate prata (without curry weird right) then i just have a milo roar roar...after that they bring me home it is passed midnight already...so tired now...I think I have an hour plus more of study rule to finish...shall finish it off at the swimming pool tomorrow...tomorrow morning they are going swimming but I am not going into the water...noon have CG and everything then 530pm is class gathering!!! Can't wait to see them...mr Chia and Simon will be there...long time since we get to sit together for a meal already...our last lunch with mr chia is like a year ago and for simon I haven't seen him since he went to china...now he is back with his olevel over already sure can laugh at us already lo...everyone here is still straggering for the nov paper to come soon when he can shake leg be happy.....imagine we started sec sch together...not fair!!! hahahahahahahha...anyway tomorrow is going to be great! Goodnight!:D

Festival Of Praise- No Worries

2009-07-31T17:56:00.000-07:00

hahahahahahahahahaha:D this is when the stadium is still empty...manage to take a photo when we are on stand by hahahahaha:D in the middle of the stadium is the million dollar livefeed stand!!! Super tall can...hahaha when we were leaving the stadium at the end of the night yassy say the livefeed people 4D this...hahahahahahaha:D:D:D We will need this when the church grow bigger and bigger! hahas anyway got to say something very funny...hahahahahahaha.....mummy came to find me when I was ushering then jeanette is the gate usher for the part I am ushering...she is also the one I keep talking to when we are bored ...so...hahas......the thought my mum came to look for a sit...i call mummy the the next thing she say is...how many sits do u need....then mummy told her...I came to look for weiling....hahahahahahahahaha the she damn embarrassed hahahahahahahahahahaha I was laughing like I dunno....the word was great too...about NO worries....12000 poeple walk out of the indoor stadium with no worries:D
oh yeah...the intro video very fanatastic right??? So proud of pastor how and pastor lia too I would faint just standing infront of 12000 people lesser to say talk hahahahahahaha...we were having breifing before the whole ushering thing and when everyone hear the sound of the intro video we all ran out to see it hahahahahahahaha...everyone is excited about the

2009-07-30T07:53:00.000-07:00

We believe in the one true and living God, the Creator, Redeemer, Sustainer,
and Ruler of all things. He is infinite, eternal, unchangeable, and is
revealed to us as the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

I will doubt no more, because god created logic and it is more than just logic.

2009-07-29T18:42:00.000-07:00

hahahaha....finally able to force myself to study despite I wasn't very well to do so...the medicine doctor always give me have side effects on me...but got to force one...because that medicine is super annoying...always makes me shake so just endure with it lar...yesterday after studying in the room for the whole afternoon, I went out to eat something so I can take my medicine then Audrey suddenly appeared in my house to.........pass me homework......saddistic can...4 math exam papers for revision...but she should not have come in the first place because the virus I caught is contagious...anyway thanks Audrey! Tomorrow is FOP already...but that doctor die die alsowrite my MC till tomorrow...aiya my mom yesterday tell me cannot go...but it is like once a year only lo....so annoying...this week study rule was sone very on pace...left 5 hours plus to cover today...so happy with myself...maybe shall do more then 20 hours:) Now I have more time to study and today wanting is back to school I have the whole house to myself without her making so much noise mahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaahhaahhaahha:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

HOmed...

2009-07-28T18:33:00.000-07:00

oh man...felt terrible last night but okay today already:D only when there is fever that I don't feel well other then that I am alright:) now I am behind time for my study rule...got to chiong already...friday have FOP not sure if mummy will let me out...I have lots of time without school to study but got to see if I could...I gets sleepy easily so whenever I can study when I am wide awake I got to study le... wanting is like perfectly recover already lo...anyway today is her last day of MC.....now cherie is also on MC...hahaha she sure feel the same as me man!!! Anyway sometimes it is really boring to be at home...but there is some weird guys I don't know keep msging me to entertain me...so fine....I seriously don't know him...he is also super weird...aiya don't care la...anyway this idiot blog doesn't want to follow my instructions...I can't do anything to it!!! So annoying!!! Yesterday the clinic is like full house...so many people is ill now...then I come to think of sat...I think the whole CG have something to declare...we can sit together for sure....at the qurantined area hahahahahaahahahahahahahahha...don't have to find seats already...

2009-07-27T04:40:00.000-07:00

Oh man...not feeling well already...all because of wanting la!!! Shit man...not studying productively recently...how I study also like this...getting very irritated already...and so people say i have attitude problem!!! idiot la!!! come on think I don't have dream...i know what I wanted to do since sec 2 already can...I am not those typical students in my school...even some of those who are doing well in school have not have a idea of what they want to do ok!!! don't be so blind la!!! anyway have a good news here!!! Finally the very very slow ngee ann poly email me!!! I ponned SP's interview today to go english workshop ok...

Idealism VS Practical

2009-07-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

I am offically not going SP tomorrow...I guess it is a right choice for me since I am confirm won't accept that school and I have english workshop...last week english workshop was not bad, so shall gofor english workshop instead because it is more wise to do that ba...met up with Alvina pollyna cherie and jerlyn in the morning...telling them that I might be going overseas to study because it is bio medical that I am taking and started crying...I just can't imagine what if I really have to go overseas...if I decide to step onto this boat it is going to be long sailing years and years and years even when everyone around me have long dinish their studies and have made sonething in their life I may be still struggling with studies haven't made a single cent...probably not sonething I am prepared yet...what about everything else here...then polly started crying too...was quite shock seriously...everyone really plans life...come on...as in who doesn't want to...especially when she has the potential to be a high flyer since she is in RIJC now............cabbing 2 suns in a row...perspiring like crazy...why are all the sundays so hot??? when ponggol again...this time not alone...and and and someone pang say me again! this is like the thousandth time already can...always like this de...is like there are symtoms we know clearly le can...wanting is sick and probably down with H1N1 so don't come near me...we share the same room and probably have the virus around me...now I can't sleep or study in my own room can...nevermind as long as I don't get sick I am ok with anything because in 5 days time it is FOP already...I can't afford to be sick...and and and hahaha...love foundation 3.0 wahahahahahaha it is going to be great in my hands ok...

Stand!

2009-07-25T09:23:00.000-07:00

Congrat me ok...I finished study rule so tonight I can sleep properly and play properly and tomorrow go out without worrying yeah! this week pastor how is away for real man conference...so the real woman came and preach...gosh...talking of some woman's conference...hahaha....pastor lia's preaching never disappoints us...praise and critizism are like bubblegum, it is good to chew on but unwise to swallow it wholesale...it is really true...I think it is better to get this straight with us before the church moves on...everything went rather smooth sailing recently as a whole church I guess...well-known people came like AR bernard....praise our church...we are like in clouds nine...but we can't swallow the praises...got to stick to the goals which are there since the beginning...
Going to say something really knock into me...kind of...it reminds me...the 3 session of CG on culture VS conviction...okok this is sensitive so I shall not mention name let say there is person A and Person B and myself...person A told me that during her grandparent furneral her cousins who are christian refuses to hold the joss stick and she thinks that they are really ridiculous and not respectful to the elders...all their relative keep critizising them because of that and they refuse to hold the joss stick...the situation is that person A is talking and I am listening and doing my stuff at the same time...then person B infront of us turns around and say...aiya...stop saying le la...she going to explode already...immediately I reply no...
I am not exploding...neither am I angry with her remarks...I am just thinking...seriously thinking....I almost say...I will do the same...but thinking twice...it is unwise to say it out...
several times in the bible:
Exodus 20:5
You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me.
Exodus 34:14
You must worship no other gods, for the Lord, whose very name is Jealous, is a God who is jealous about his relationship with you.
Deuteronomy 5:9
You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me.

I burn I burn I won't bow!

I father's side of the family is totally alright I have uncles and aunties who are christians and grandma might be moving the alters to the temple soon but mummy's side of my family wasn't even happy with the idea of me going to church...apparently I found out that grandmother told mummy that when christians die they get their eyes digged out hahahaha hilarious but not true of course....just to scare my mom when she was young....totally hilarious...

okok turn back to the mundane receipt rolling...

see see that is only part of it!!!

see the receipt mabel have around her neck??? that is only one of those which are long...hers is already longer then she is already...I rolle de one which is much longer that then thatlook at jerlyn's sian...-.- face hahahaha:D

that is the other table...just as much...all these are only like 1 year half??? there is still one big box of 3 years ones which we got to keep it for another I don't know how many years...

AND....realise that you see D1 people is the photos??? cafe wants to thank D1 ceg for helping us up in that...so....THANK YOU D1!

Anyway also realise that it is our fault for not having a organised receipt keeping despite when we know that the auditors come every year...if we have done it for the duty after every duty there is no need to do this at all...so got to really really really THANK D1!

D1 ceg is really great...haha...and more and more people from our CEG is in cafe ministry now...currently linus, eunice, me, yanhao and alvin...jeanette will be on board with us within the next few weeks ba...yeah! REALLY feel like I am likeing(word don't learn ar...) cafe more and more:)

Oh yeah...finally got a chance to talk to karen to find out more about Pek Chong side of the peicaians...seriously i have not talked to him before...really...got to find chance...and must do it sia...jing yi have been bringing lots of friends but all are sec 5...there is really a urgency to reach down...everyone of us are graduating...

I want a long post today!!!

twitter live in service wass fun...pastor how tweeted in despite overseas! Pastor How tweeted: I better be the first to tweet or else you are twittering during service. hahahahaha the the next was flavian's when he left after praise and worship he tweeted D10 rox!!! <3>

On my way home miao qin msg me asking me about SP interview...hahaha she and Qian ci are going on the same day as me...but I think i am giving it a miss because I really really want to go NP not TP or SP...happen to find out that miao qin also registered for Bio medical...hahaha:D so now if I go SP there is nicole and miao qin that would probably be in the same course same school as me...but...too bad I am really not going there...TP got the most people around me that wants to go there...weeling want to go there because her ...is there hahahaha:D kidding kidding really kidding ar...she will kill me if she sees this hahahahahaha:D vivian also wants to go TP...aiya everyone seems to be aiming to go there hahahahaha:D

Oh yeah on the way home I also receive my msg for FOP ushering!!! can't wait!!!! really really very excited...the last massive event I went is asia conference...but this time FOP i am helping out so really really excited!!! Friday is the day man!!! Christie is going too!!! hopefully get to see her there!!! but really fat hope! there is so many people can...hahahahahahahaha:D so see see...I got to study 5 hours a day one monday to thurs.....so don't disturb me ar....

oh yeah look at Nicholas Tan's other one the blog...really a very very impactful post! Going the extra mile people love him:)

and and last one le...Hope church is also doing great thing and great things are happening there! Kaye told me that her coursin and friend went Hope church service today and her cousin's friend got saved today and for her cousin...told Kaye that he/she is coming to heart of god church again soon...wow god is really moving!!! Saw that???

2009-07-24T23:12:00.000-07:00

Just realised I broke the 200 post mark...nah....yesterday was crazy...the most ultimate cafe duty I have ever done...
today gonna continue it...we have to pack the sort out all the receipt for the past one year...finish sorting out one month in hour...imagine how difficult it is??? totally crazy...the auditor is coming so got to do the manual...didn't take any photo of the mountain of the receipt but will do it today...it is really a mountain...imagine if one day we would have 3 receipt...1 month would be 90 plus plus ba imagine again what if it is red rain...the roll is super duper big de lo...times 2 and what if it is one year...oh man!!! hahaha:D but was fun...donno why we talked about sadam hussian and he was hang de...then they told me about the beheading de...they say the beheading isn't just beheading...the knief might not be too sharp and they might have to saw the head down...imagine myself there...I don't want to die like this!!! Like one of the terrorist that has to be beheaded...the video is on youtube some time ago and they saw it...omg can...I would want to see it if I manage to find it......

Academic Excellence...

2009-07-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

2009-07-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

shushhhh....argh...sometimes...I really feel like closing in everything and not care about anything outside...not caring about anybody or any situation....I got to study...am I really worrying for people too much??? Tiring man....come on I can't even bare to off my phone for a day...can't sleep tonight...gonna try my best to finish as much of the study rule as possible...I haven been studying...gosh...next monday have to go interview in SP...again lo...I don't feel like going already...I just want to wait for NP to contact me...but...sorry...I gave the actual copy of the testimony mr choo type and printed for me to TP....really hope that flavian gets through for TP design school interview...watching a show on channel U...so so so feel like going on some mission trips or just some voluntering trips to help people...if you have not been to one...go for one!!! it is a priceless experience...weiling still have almost 12 more hours to study...

TCL debate...gosh...use brain man!!!

2009-07-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

PAst few days didn't blog...feel so weird...but anyway blogger is disgusting...I am useing some disrupted template in creating a post so bare with it if you can't see...monday super super tired already...flavian and nicholas came to my house in the late evening till night then went to eat supper...gonna diet already la!!! Went serangoon mac talk talk talk...they walk me home because it is very late and quiet already...tuesday was worst...I met some super duper idiotic people who were there to interview me for DPA...even TP gives me a place I doubt I will accept...i know even though many people want to go there...I prefer NP can...even though it is further from my house in dover but it is ok...have shutter bus...I don't see why I can't see myself make it to NUS medical school...still ask me why I put TP only as second choice...if I am mean enough...I would really say...at least NP have nutured 2 students that manage to enter NUS medical school have you have not...but of course if I say that I should just commit suide after that.......went to find xueni and flavian at night in city hall...to accompany xueni to get something her dad send over from china...today is the best man!!! Suddenly realise that my class is rather exciting too...haha...in the negative side...u know u know wink* wink* hahahahahaha:D held like a TCL debate...because the brainless guy without thinking of the consequences put a photo of the guys playing card with fahmy during racial harmony on stomp...apparently alot of people saw it already...even the principle...the best is that they are really not gambling just some dare game...to drink some disgusting drink if lose that round...now he gets fahmy into trouble...I guess from today onwards he is going to have big time in class!!! The guys won't let him off so easily de....cheryl and derrick is like having fun shooting him today...seriously...I have a very strong evidence...why would they disturb his out of no reason??? they must be too free if it is true...but of course they are not la....come on la...it is not like the first time already...it has always been like this since he was in primary school....LC is eye opening...I didn't know it is radio broadcast...so exciting...went home to study after that...got lots of hours to cover today...everyone is not going for the test jerlyn set which is tomorrow...everyone sure is busy people...flavian is going TP design school for interview tomorrow and gonna chiong podfoldio today...jyjy flavian...at least he can ask me what question they would ask while I went there first hand and unprepared....anyway I gonna show that idiot I am the 3rd to enter NUS medical school let him open his eyes to see a bigger world...seriously...can't blame him too because the 2 other people interviewed with me...doesn't know alot of things too....one even think the a few thousand to a few 10 thousand and allow her to finish studies in medical...I tell u...that idiot laugh at her can...I deny that I was giggling too......the whole interview was exciting...ask me I will tell u what happen....i laugh alot too...and even dragged the whole thing so the two of them almost killed me...hahahahahahahahahahahha:D imagine how nervous they must been and how badly they wanted to leave asap.....hahahahahahahaha:D seriously can't help but laughing wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha:D

Running after you!

2009-07-19T07:42:00.000-07:00

I don't care what people will say
I'm running after you
I won't turn back and go their way
I'm running after you

Out whole day visiting people, loving people and talking with people
Early morning wake up to go find xueni...they didn't give me the full address, I roam the entire ponggol mrt station and LRT track to find my way around...luckily there are nice SBS officers that helped me, or else I might really end up roaming the entire ponggol...Reach her house still have to confirm that it is her house...but she is not at home...LRT works really really slowly...can't stand it...waited very long for a LRT to come take me back to Ponggol MRT station

See! Ponggol is not a place I am used to...it is so peopleless and everywhere is filled with fields and forest...so scary...because it is still under development...unlike Serangoon...everywhere sure have people de...unless it is times like 2am-5am then will have lesser people...But seriously I am very scared because I went there alone and even walked past a funeral...scare me until I sit in the play ground for awhile think where should I go...
After that went back to serangoon meet up with Kaye and bused down to look for Gabriel...haha...he just woke up...went eat lunch in hougang green the behind de coffee shop then pei him go cut hair...met some weird hair dresser...he look so pretty...with long hair and slim arms...but he is confirm a guy...you know those kind very pretty can fight with those thailand pretty girl those kind...yeah...cab to church for service...very tired by then already... confess that I dooze off during service...exactly the same as yesterday de...
But today Lorenzo is around!!! Yes! after service went to join him and marcus...he is so cute!!! All the sec ones are really cute! Anyway tomorrow start 20 hours study rule...this time is real de already...must do de...now there are less then 100 days excluding weedends to Olevel...everyone is like targeting 10 points for L1R5...fully used my day!!! Okok finally! Cafe peeps ask me to help up with the ushering for festival of Praise (FOP) they say choose fri or sun but I say I don't mind ushering both days...anyway I intend to ask Jian Ming in the first place already...can't wait for it...it is like 2 weeks away only!!! okok less then that...everyone will be there...sure I great experience!!!
Next few days decided to lock my com so I can just concentrate on studying...play com only on sat night...and dragonica only...and blog only on weekends...
Oh yeah someone told me that if hini worsens Olevel will be cancelled and taking Prelims results...haha good luck man!!! Actually what for paranoid...it is like a common flu only...anyway it is funny to see the entire D13 wear mask on sat because one of their new friend is positive with hini hahahaha:D go off to study already...bye everyone...will miss blogging for one week de...

AE openhouse day 1

2009-07-18T11:23:00.000-07:00

Stay home all morning till 3...met up with Nicholas and walter and flavian at bus stop.....grhhhhh...Flavian is the last to reach...hahaha
God gave us:
1. Creativity
2.Ability
3.Productivity
-Talent=money=value
Gonna study to increase ability...
Midnight gaming with Flavian and nicholas...didn't fight at all throughout the mission only kill one monster...nicholas fight the most...scared to death le lo...died twice...jump around just to avoid getting killed or hurt...if u were to see the mission...you will definately laugh non-stop because all u see is me jumping not fighting hahahahahaha....Flavian DC half-way la...leaving me and nicholas...ended the game already...going off to study now...I seriously now know what it feels to see everyone else mugging except myself...I shall study night...anyway just be tired for 4 months...it would be over soon:)
Target L1R5:10
20 hours study rule...going to see weiling shots mahahahahahahahaha
Cherie say me ben and audrey must be top few so I think we really have to be top few now...can de can de...

Racial Harmony No Lesson Day!!!

2009-07-17T06:46:00.000-07:00

Do hanna!!! So exciting man...first time...seriously...it smells badly...use hand steriliser to cover up the smell...The hands above are mine(most right) audrey's and Jorine's...(clockwise) The whole time in school just ran around eating taking photo and did some crazy stuff...scream and cheer during the fashion show till I have immediate sore throat...During class party the guy and Fahmy did crazy things la! They gambled and whoever that lossed with have to finish a cup of disgusting thing like mixing Sala sauce with coke with tomato sauce with potato salad and even watermelon!!! Wait till I get all the photos then I shall upload in another entry...Didn't share WOW testimony during CG cos I got so scared...wait till one day when I am ready then share ba...Audrey burnt herself by the light...hahahahaha...because the lights are really very hot de...Super bored during cafe duty today because went only half-way and like no customer de...found a place quiet and dark and really perfect to hide in church...no one manage to find me for some time...Oh yeah The Straits Times!!! Home page 4...interview pastor How about some twitter thingy...They spell Pastor How's name wrongly...it later became a joke because Pastor joke on twitter about the name and it is really coincidental because the Typo error by straits times is that they spell pastor's name as pastor Seow How San when it is at least Seow How Tan...I heard from them the san is used to refer to a male in Japanese and Chan to refer to a female in japanese and just so coincidentally Pastor Lia's name is Pastor Cecilia Chan...just nice hahahahaha Pastor How say on twitter that it might be a sign from god to plant a heart of God church in Tokyo...

Wohohoh cheryl's first time time to yardley...

2009-07-16T09:41:00.001-07:00

Alot right...haha:D spamming in my house in the afternoon...anyway it is cheryl's first time to my this house which I have stayed for 3 years plus plus-.-but she have been to the old one which no other people from peicai been to before except for cheryl and some of my pri school classmates...
At night went to buy some stuff for tomorrow and went to weeling's house to make some jelly. It feels like it have been ages since I last step inside...I think it is like more then 1 year ago when I last went there...the jelly is almost screwed up...seriously...what can you expect from me when I don't even cook maggi mee at home...all is weeling do de, I only help her reply msgs, open cans and pack Sushi...and also try finishing up the WOW testimony for tomorrow's CG...but as expected...didn't...only manage to type out the intro...but...shoot some mummy's boy form teacher like mad...super shiok! Time for revenge!!! Wahahahahahahahahaahahahahaha!!!!! Shan't say so much because he is one of those adults that stalk my blog!!! Went home to continue typing the testimony...think...type...think...type...until 1am...tomorrow's WOW testimony I assure you, it is going to be really wow!!! Weiling don't share so much heart with more then 5 people before...so catch me if a faint!!! I really have stage fright...even though there is no stage but it is the same...10 more hours of study rule to finish...won't do it tonight because I can't afford to stay up all night because tomorrow is going to be a long tiring day...shall study it tomorrow night and maybe in school tomorrow:)

2009-07-15T03:36:00.000-07:00

Keep sleeping man!!! Turning into a pig sooon... I then don't want! Pigs are quite bad de...BBQ people with Lions...hahahaha:D
Anyway...there have been an increase of "drama" in class this few days...the whole class got scolded by Ms Loew today because of that...but...sometimes we can't help but really laugh at it what...what does she expect us to do...seriously...it is not like a new thing in class...we are used to it already...

2009-07-14T08:44:00.000-07:00

Just came home from a great "leaders" meeting...laugh non stop can...pastors sure have humour
Super tired out by the unusual sleeping pattern yesterday...but I am gonna take this chance to kill some flesh...my flesh is weak but my spirit is strong later going to study up all the study hours I didn't finish yesterday and today before it gets pushed to tomorrow and become another burdern...outing tomorrow cancelled...lunch can't make it...going to come home and rest awhile before going to tuition tomorrow evening...if I overslept again I am really going to kill myself...
wonder what is going on with my life...keep getting aimed by teachers...so sad about that...why can't teachers be more understanding...this way I will only get more stressed up and tired...
Today we went to make a get well soon card for pastor lia...pastor lia sure have been tired out...okok gonna study now or else I don't have to sleep already...

2009-07-13T09:45:00.000-07:00

just woke up from a 5 hours sleep hahahaha:D keep feeling like I am announcing it but it is ok...I rarely sleep 5 hours for nap...cherie ask me don't be so small to be angry with teacher...fine...I shall not be angry...got lots of things to say today too...first of all a guy cheeko me in Dragonica...rather frighten by it but I am ok now...
planned my life for the week...felt that things are more in place now...see lots of type is school, homework and study...but you know what...I am more then recharged to go all the way for the next 3-4 months...school is really not just dragging myself to school but it is to train the most powerful weapon god have given us which we can subdue all animals...I am won't want to be a stupid Bimbo...felt rather dry from studying recently...really really dry...don't know why am I studying also...why study so much....but luckily I went for zone f service...I really came at the right time...
Still have lots more to do tonight...don't have to sleep anyway because I just woke up...the house is quiet now...everyone is sleeping...other then the sound from typing it is wanting's snoring hahahahahaha:D jkjk
There was a sudden spirk of faith for revival in peicai...just have the feeling that this is the time or never...I guess so...AE openhouse seems to be attracting people...lots of people are coming again this weekend...just can't wait...got to pray alot more this week for people already...it is the invisible dimension in the weekdays:)
Sometimes this is really not paranoid...he keep staring at me...I am super sure about it because this time it is not me that saw it but the person next to me saw it too...super scary can...
Okok people are studying...really studying...prove the teacher wrong kaye!!! U can do it de!!! Can't wait to see u tomorrow...hopefull your throat is healed already...Flavian too...guess everyone is having sore throat from all the screaming during the weekend services...me too

2009-07-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

Super angry in class today man!!! Why can't I not admire someone!!! It is my choice and feelings...it doesn't mean that I am perfect...it is just that I hate comparing myself to someone...I am who I am!!! People can have good traits but it doesn't mean that their traits are perfect either...since school reopen keep shooting me...siao ar...don't care you la!

2009-07-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

early morning woke up already...still very tired because the previous night was playing computer...shouldn't play so much got to concentrate on studies already...drag myself out of the house...today have cafe duty...but not much food only drinks...was rather fun though...
Last service for the weekends...attended like 4 this weekend including the friday night one...Dr AR Bernard is definately something man!!! The whole auditorium is packed to the back...i can't even get from one end of the audi to the other right after service from the back because of all the chairs....receive some good news...I knew it man!!! Show marcus something...it must be hard on the leaders man!!! Hopefully Cherie don't get them anytime soon:) Got to sleep or else tomorrow class will siao

Acadamic excellence

2009-07-11T09:35:00.000-07:00

Was at F zone's service today. Because pastor is going to preach on acadamic excellence...got to train my brain!!! Actually I am not slow...sometimes is just that either I just act or I can't hear or I totally don't know...I am a very clever and sharp person de...then for main service is on no limitations...I am so going to dream big and really come out with a picture of what I dream so I can see it physically...haha:D I am not going to say that I am tired anymore...but I am not my best today already...throat is getting sore because of alot of screamimg and cheering...anyway we were talking about saying yes! in our own school class in the bus just now and abi ask us to try amen instead...hahahahahaha I think I am in this for real!!! Yes is really no kid now because I do in occasionally in class to just unknowingly...hahahaha:D seriously...
things are turning and moving I can't wait man!!! And after service walking around the auditorium...pastor walked past and we wave and say hi to pastors...pastor how saw me and is like eh...hi!!!! Pastor still remember me can! Even though AMT is like a month ago already....and the youths have already grown to over 1000 last week!!! When the announcement video played till that part last night I just shouted something to the person sitting next to me unknowingly...just too excited because...hahaha someone can finally get married hahahahaha.....
anyway that is not the point...haven been bring people quite sometime...anyway I am once a loner...of course I don't have much friends in my circle...anyway sudden have a urge of inviting someone to acadamic excellence open house next week...gonna pray first...
really have lots of things to talk about....think about lots of thing recently too...changed alot of plans in the way I will go toward where I want to go to...feelings...changed alot...as easy as that...I don't like you I won't hang out with you...easy right...that is it! Made new friendships...people that are not as fake...people I naturally can share with...it is them man...I finally know why sometimes I can share how I feel and when other times it is just uncomfortable and doesn't feel like it...it must be the right people...just like my AMT team mates...I know them barely a day but it is just naturally can talk and share de lo...people tell me why??? It is like the best there what...but to me...it isn't the best to me...come on la...I seriously agree that people do change faces...attitude with me and doesn't understand me...how should I work with these people...come on la you can't blame me for everything right...gosh I don't want to make myself angry...change topic...
Kaye is going America at the end of the year...so gonna save some money and make a long long shopping list so she can help me buy stuff from there...hmmmm...maybe i-touch??? It is so much cheaper there and and and...don't know yet gonna check things out first...Kaye I think U can bring back a laggage of stuff I would ask u to help me buy...seriously stuff that are branded in singapore like guess...is like a normal shop there like the hang ten in singapore is common...why not hahahahahaha!!! Next topic...
The girls painted Walter's nails blue, pink and black...plus he have long nails...so when he and Flavian are guying around in the bus (for fun de....), walter's hand looks like a girl's hand touching flavian...so funny...and it really makes my hair stands...
Is this a really long post...I am going to make it long...
Tomorrow have cafe...Kaye was taken down from usher...and she wants to usher but can't poor she...so sad kaye!!! hahahahahahahahaha:)
Thinking of what laptop to get for next year already...thinking and thinking...probably something I can play games too de...probably I could have sometime next year to play computer games...just downloaded dragonica...try this is looks fun...I won't get hooked onto it...don't worry...because I am now very motivated to study after today's AE service in zone F shall really do my best...I am all prepared for the war of olevel...because I can't misuse my brain when it is the most most powerful thing god have given to mankind which makes us able to subdued all the other amimals and living things on planet earth.
Now it is considered day of sabbeth already...because it is past mid night already...and I can't study or do any stuff already...going to sleep le... sweet dreams! I am sleepy I am tired I am sleepy I am tired...hahahaha to make it easier for me to sleep:)

2 icons...Pastor Kong and Dr A.R. Bernard

2009-07-10T09:20:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh can!!! Ponned bio remedial today la...feel so guilty...just because I want to go home and bath before going to church and so that I don't have to keep rushing...reach church at 3 plus plus doing sound check already...went to cg first...have cg in alfresco!?! After CG look at the auditorium...everything quite ready...suddenly realise that today service is really something...as in something big...because I saw pastor How in the auditorium personally looking to make sure that everything is going to go smoothly...and everyone looks so so so formal...me too:) went downstairs till gates open time...sat near the front...so scary...when pastor Kong and Dr A.R Bernard enter the auditorium, everyone just stand up and started cheering and clapping.

Pastor Kong too:)

^this a Dr A.R. Bernard...don't know him then check him up by surfing the convenient internet... a wow wow experience for everyone there and also I wow wow experience for him too because he said that he was overwhelmed by us I guess...! Today scrream until I can feel something is coming out from my throat...wait till sunday is over I guess I am going to suffer from sore throat...

Anyway today was totally tired out already...felt better after service but the sleepy feeling flows back after 1 hour...gonna sleep early tonight.

Oh yeah just found out that someone I don't really want to reveal too much to is stalking my blog...I guess I am going to private it or change the URL...come on...give me some freedom can...check me out from my blog...-.-

Chinese O'lvl oral...

2009-07-09T02:24:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh i can't believe what I did during my oral exam. I actually hehehe...in front of the teachers. I don't know how to read alot of words in the oral passage and I didn't say well enough for the conversation part...and I realised I can't pronounce alot of chinese words properly too. Suddenly felt very drained in the middle of school today...I wasn't nervous neither was I scared at all....I felt nothing before the oral...I didn't prepare neither...I totally felt nothing throughout the whole oral as well...I am quite scared now...will I pass my chinese??? Even my chinese teacher is worried for me when I went to find her just now after my oral to get back my handphone...Is my chinese really so bad now??? Anyway after around 2 more weeks the learning of chinese would most probably end already because once I get into poly I don't have to learn chinese anymore! Ngee Ann poly please please please please choose me!!! I guess I am really dying to enter NP!!!
I think I am really lossing weight this few days...I am so gonna lose till I am only 47 kg I promise...I still love it when I am 47kg I guess...haven't been eating much this few days...should be able to reach 47 before the term ends...also can save some more money...:) I money is really running out already...gonna work the end of this year to have more spare money...
Tonight there is huddle and cuddle...my phone bill is so really going to get me into trouble soon...the bill is coming in a few days time...I can see that daddy is going to make me pay...I don't have money already lo...

Weiling Jia You!!!

2009-07-08T04:15:00.000-07:00

Slept 5 hours for the past 2 nights and realise that it should be enough for every night:) Talk until rather late last night...gonna study later already...have lots of things to clear...tomorrow is chinese oral...I guess I shall not do anymore to prepare for for O'level chinese oral just go with all I have...:) I will really put in my best to say what ever I can say.
ARHahahaha I register for DPA already...phew.....:D

2009-07-07T07:29:00.000-07:00

Ran 2.4 today...run like mad...the heat made the run worst...
Made it is 15 mins exact...almost fainted after that...didn't play at all during the rest of the pe lesson because I throw one basketball and vision went blur...so better stop. Ponned math remedial...actually not really leh...I went to tell ms lee that I don't want to go because I want to study myself. Anyway went home bath and go church study...Really started studying at 5 plus ba...until 7 plus plus 8 like this...rather bored with school...hopefully AE can motivate me to study...bio spa skill 3 assignment is in 2 weeks from now...tomorrow decided to stay at home and try out new study method...hopefully it works out...I think I got to really make a friend I can really trust soon:) cuddle and huddle later

2009-07-06T05:49:00.000-07:00

picture from today at my house de photos:D

2009-07-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

Haha:D Went tuition in the morning...Flavian asked me to wait for him...when we walked into class together...Ms Koh is like," Why did the two of you come together?" and "are the two of you...(you know what expression)"...what!?! Later during the last 10 mins i went out to go toilet and saw Kaye there!!! Hahah:D went toilet then dragged Kaye into the tuition class hahahahahaha:D she is so shy lo...in the evening everyone came to my house...all together are Cherie, Jerlyn, Fiona, Ben Wing, Flavian, Walter, Kaye, Justin, Nicole and Nicholas...quite alot yeah hahaha:D packed my house's dinning area hahaha:D Nicholas is playing some interesting game...I gonna play it after O's I promised...Also decided to register for DPA into Ngee Ann...to increase my chance of getting in...but this year result wasn't very good just worried that it might affect the selection...But from the bottom of my heart I really really really really want to go there...I really believe that I can learn things that I really like there...things of my interested in...it is starting on wed from 2 pm...
Oh yeah just found out the Nicholas (yanhao) actually knows my primary 5 and 6 classmate haha:D also found out something interesting hahahahahahahaha:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Pictures of spamming Nicholas webcam on 020609

2009-07-05T09:19:00.000-07:00

Nicholas is the only guy is the photo above. It is me the nicholas then Cassandra

If nicholas can pray for the salvation of someone for 2 years so can I pray for the salvation of the people around me without lossing faith!!!

I touched the drums!!!

2009-07-05T08:21:00.000-07:00

Went half an hour early for the supposedly discipleship class at 12pm so went crush the summer programme drums lesson. Walter and Nicholas was there. When I left the class for discipleship class then I was informed that discipleship class is postpone to 6pm in the evening. So I went back to the drums lesson now this time I dragged Marcus and Jeanette in with me hahaha:D not knowing that they have usher in awhile time so in the end we keep entering and leaving and entering and leaving...quite disruptive. Drums lesson was triples today...it is scary to use the drums...it is mine first time and i am really a noob de...also realise for the first time that Hosanna is not easy to play one ok...it is 16 beats in a bar which is like super super fast! Walter have some slight difficulties in learning hosanna already!!! But eventually he got it! HE is really the pro!!! His school band almost got gold with honours!!!
Service...hmmmmm....okok I talk about DC ba... today de discipleship class teacher is Fifi about prayer...shiver~~~ so scary can everyone got to pray out loud once before we can go...at least I have overcomes that sometime ago but it is a big challenge for Jeanette she is like oh oho oh Fifi de...Kaye say have to lead prayer....argh!!! I said wrongly during prayer so pai sa sia...okok i shiver also can that is why...but Claps...for jeanette!!! I know how she feels because I was once there!!! Then later at 9 -10pm was worship session...it sudden de but we were worshipping in the dark...haha half-way no guitar...but it was okokkkkkkkkk hahaha:D Leg numb only...first time can't feel and control my leg because leg numb got to use my hand to move my leg hahahahahaha:D because we were kneeling down and what is more I kneel throughout the whole worship session because of overcrowding hahahahahahaha:D:D:D:D:D tomorrow finally have tuition with flavian agian is really finally de because for so many months either he didn't go or is I didn't go hahah:D but I guess I our last few times having tuition together because I am ending my tuitions by the end of this month leaving only my one and only tuition until olevels end...which is english...I guess I really suck at that...
Oh yeah are the youths breaking through 1000 this week so excited to hear good news...so when we break through 1000 then...Charleston and Lynette can get married hahaha:D Anyway heard a powerful revival story of northbrooks from the other side today from Fifi...everyone knows the powerful story of northbrooks revival with Charleston taking his school but there is someone praying faithfully behind everything and she is pastor lia...Pastor Lia prayed specifically during that time for Northbrooks revival not just bring in more salvation but also leaders and people who are going to change the entire church and indeed those northbrooks people years ago are now leaders and have change and put everything we have now in the place it is in now

Pastor Kent Munsey (sat)

2009-07-04T08:39:00.000-07:00

WOHOHOHOHO...he talk about overwhelmed...came at the right time!
Felt rather drained through the whole weekdays...I think it must be some mind tricks...when school starts even when I sleep 5 hours a night I still feel very tired even when I sometimes sleep like 1-3 hours during holidays I won't feel as tired...don't everyone agree with that??? But don't get me wrong...I aren't overwhelmed by school work yet...still can manage with studies and everything...I even just quited from a tuition...just abit tired that it! Damn angry la...mummy force us to reach home by 1030 pm and yet she is out!!! What is this! I don't care man! I will negotiate to stay out later tomorrow night!!! Make me and wanting run like mad just to try to reach home on time and yet she is not around! We run until almost out of breathe can?!? Anyway I shall say it again Monday is holiday because it is YOUTH DAY!!!!!!!
Thought of something in the toilet while bathing just now...actually I think I do have time to go for NAFA test on friday I think I can still make it to go home and bath:)
Oh ya Oh ya!!! almost forget to say something I am so excited about...kind of shock too...I saw Jing Yi in church today...not really walking out of church after service today! She is my guides senior in Peicai...her sister is the first guides company leader in my school when guides started off in peicai! SO shock because she seems to have walk behind me for quite sometime just that I donno okok I got to say the story...though it is kind of short...
After service, me jerlyn and xueni was sending Edna off because she is rushing home when we reach the white gate I was the last of the 4 of as that went out so automatic I will hold the gate for the people coming after us to come out and the first one that came out was jin yi, she look at me I look at her the say,"eh...jin yi!" hahaha:D okok la just excited to see my senior in church! Actually I knew she comes quite frequently just that didn't get a chance to meet her but it is just getting exciting! Faith just rise up because with one more person that looks familiar it makes getting peicai easier! hahah:D Oh yeah just got a bite of the chocolate Aunty Sharon brought for us from melbourne! Thanks Aunty sharon it is delicious! I saw her in church just now too!!! Oh yeah this advertisement for generation cafe is really I tasted already de ya!!! Must Try the thai chicken!!! It is really very delicious!!! Kind of actually want to buy something from cafe today because it is Nicholas first time on cafe but they ran out of fruit tarts which are cheaper so I shared with wanting a box of the thai chicken!!! Didn't regret it really!!! HAhahaha support my ministry also ma hahahahahaha:D:D:D:D:D

2009-07-03T09:13:00.000-07:00

Aiyo! Abi walter and Flavian went to peicai's speech day just now...I should have went! BMI was rather slack...wipe wipe sweep sweep then finish already. At dinner with D1 ceg then later went Geylang the beancurd with Darren, Abi, Nicholas, Walter, Flavian and Alvin...went home too late...mummy was quite mad...but ok already because she nag let her nag I go bath come out it is all back to normal already. Quite tired now...no strength already...tomorrow shall come back early to study after service...so...sunday can hang out later because...monday is a day reserved for youths and if I have to study I would study on sat because sunday cannot study...it is the Sabbath day so cannot study haha:D Nicholas came out with this last week when I was about to study on sat past mid night and Kaye is studying and kaye on the other side came and tell me lets better not study and sleep ba...haha:D Sabbath day is true but...weather we should not study...I am not sure. But I think tonight I shall study...anyway I am left with less then 5 hours to finish I definately can finish before the day breaks:D

Audrey is Powerful!!!

2009-07-02T19:26:00.000-07:00

Sometime when it comes to getting our school, either I can't find anything I can do for our school or else even if there is, there won't be faith is it...but audrey was great! She got all the names of people in school that came to church before from pak chong(i don't know is it spell like this) also and started writing notes to them...hmmm...I believe before long we can really hit 10 soon. Guess I got to meet Pak chong some day and fellowship man! Seriously I didn't talk to him before:D
Anyway happen to just past by Mr Chia's facebook profile....hmmmmmm.....seems like he had gotten over...now finding a wife....who know what that horny guy had found hahahaha:D:D:D kidding

2009-07-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

Yeppy finally the week is over!!! I only go school for 3 days this week! Tomorrow is speech day and I am suppose to report to school for that event but...I don't think I will turn up...I can't find any purpose for having a speech day event! Well I guess I shall be studying tomorrow and probably going for BMI and later for some exercise. Anyway I aren't feeling well so...I don't think the school will want me there either. Cedar have their first confirm case yesterday...peicai have none yet but I have a feeling that I might be the first...just kidding I am quite fine other then abit of sore throat, abit of cough and abit of runny nose other then that I am perfectly fine. Studied around half an hour today...I still have another 8 hours to finish today and tomorrow before going to church in the weekends. Rather contented with myself because I have almost done with my summerised notes for amaths now in differentiation already left a few more chapters. I guess I am doing the same for the rest of the humanities and science and maths subjects. I am so happy about my chem notes I have prepared for mid years then I think it can come into good use now because I have one subject less to do notes for. And physics too but biology notes I shall redo it ba. Really have to thanks Roy man! He taught me like the entire organic chem in 2 hours when ms yap haven't finish organic chem with the class after so long and I think he can explain better then ms yap...seriously...Cheryl was like "I don't even know what she is talking about" in chemistry class today. Luckily I have studied that or else I might have went to lala land. And I have sign withdrawer form for my chem tuition so after this month i will be on my own already. So I really need help from people already!!! Just some revision and recap...don't worry! I guess ms yap will be doing revision with the whole class! so excited because it is really just teaching those that everyone is not clear of. But I seriously hate chem and phys practical. It is like the worst part of school I guess...I total not like chem practical because I don't know what are we doing at all...at least bio pract is much cleaner and clearer...but now skill 3 assessment is on the 4th week of this term and I am rather scared as it will be the last assessment for the whole bio practical marks and also...since it is skill 3 to me it is the hardest skill of all. Heard from my classmates the 2.4 run is next friday after school at 4pm, I am so not turning up...AR Bernard will be coming next fri at 7.30pm I will definately not make it in time de and how can I miss that...I guess it would be the same if i take retest during normal PE lessons ba...After school today I went to church for CG then after that we were taking photos using Nicholas' laptop it is not like 5 or 10 but it is probably 50 over ba we just spam!!!! HEhe will try to put it up here once nicholas finish uploading it on facebook

Yesterday life with Xueni

2009-06-30T23:19:00.000-07:00

Didn't go school yesterday so after seeing the doctor went to meet xueni to bring her go cut hair in Serangoon. After cutting her hair we went to eat $1.50 chicken rice then went to mac to use internet. We took some photos there and later went to my house and continue. Thanks to http://cameroid.com/snap.php for all the photos:D

Really don't like school. Idiot teacher keep shotting me!

2009-06-29T20:06:00.000-07:00

On MC today...
Got to make my body stronger man whole day here pain there pain. going study with xueni later...have lots of work to do so must bring painkiller.

Painful monday!

2009-06-29T05:39:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!! Freaking angry today!!! first day of school angry already! go some stupid rehersal waste my freaking time ended up me and peitian was sleeping there for one hour!!! Doing nothing!!! And I am broke enough and yet left my ODT while packing my bag last night and paid the cheapskate school $1 just to take temperature! And had some stupid lesson in school feeling pain everywhere! My freaking ulcer is pain enough already! Can't even smile can now still stomache!!!! Argh when will the pain go lar! I study with them around to add on to it is my freaking monday headache!!! I am just popping painkiller the whole day!

My holiday ended with a blast! Is yours???

2009-06-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

Was talking to my NDP guides friend...found out that they have not had holiday at all...for the past 4 weeks has been like normal school lesson for them in Brodrick Sec. And also got to catch up with Vivian Poh on the second week of June where she came to me church for CHC morning prayer meeting. Also found out that their school are having normal school lessons for them one the first week and last week of the school holiday so they also only have 2 weeks holiday. As for me...actually I have spent 4 weeks of holiday because one the first week even when there are lessons I didn't go so it is almost holiday too. Imagine 4 weeks holiday...it is the same as the other levels...maybe primary school kids are having to go back to school more then me...like my cousins, they are going back to school about twice a week for all the school holidays weeks. Time to get back to my school routine...school holidays officially end now for me. Anyway through this 4 weeks holiday I have made lots of decision in my heart and one of those that I can say is that I decided that once my olevel result comes out and I don't get A1 for english by the beginning of next year I am going Ngee An Poly bio medical course because I don't want to torture myself with chinese and GP in JC. And if I can't do well for english now I won't be able to make it for GP for sure. Anyway definately I am well satisfy with my holiday, especially today when Pastor Joakim preach on Others. Well, what about a changed heart for me, a heart for others:) New Gen meeting was great too, probably everyone are feeling hard too...as for me, after we stop fasting for peicai for 2 months...during this 2 months was hard...doesn't want to think about anything...I guess I know why pastor Joakim comes every half a year, to recharge everyone to bring our faith up and motives us to go go go for our schools once again, it really came at the right time I felt...next two month is our double!!!
Anyway everywhere everyone is puting up " I am a christian, ask me why" on facebook and twitter

Pastor Joakim Lundavist

2009-06-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

Today drained me quite abit though...last night stayed up till 3 plus 4...because we had telephone prayer meeting, rather weird but I don't think I would like such a thing because once it is conference we can't here each other well and most of the time conferences drag. Technology isn't so advance that we can talk like normally over the phone like face to face yet. Sleep wasn't effective, keep thinking of things, my mind worked overtime...tired yet too bothered by all the things on my mind to sleep soundly. Well reach church at 11 plus for summer programme. Finally get to see Clarrie again!!! Soon after summer programme ended first session started. Pator Joakim's services really cannot miss one! Shall not put down what impacted me here...kinda personal right and I am not a person that share my heart de...:P Help up cafe in between the two session and sold 50 boxes of fried rice...prayer at the end of the second session ended today with a bang! Really annoying can...mummy PMS daddy MAC!!!! Irritating!!! It is always like this...very sudden de lo...something to add on to my blues... anyway abi was lucky to be H1N1 negative...her class have 10 confirm case already...but if she fall sick this few days then....hahahaha I can get quarantine too...not me but probably the whole church. It isn't a big deal actually...H1N1 is just like any other common flu, just that it is more contagious, I doesn't kill like SARS. Tomorrow is the last day!!! Going home right after service...need some sleep to revive myself abit or else probably I will go school like a walking Zombie hahahaha:D Kind of actually I feel that I am falling sick soon...really not kidding...everytime I am about to fall sick, I will feel a little sick before that and it can actually last for one month before I really fall sick. Kind of I should study now because I have 8 hours plus plus to clear before tomorrow. Anyway guest speaker are in the queue for the next few weeks...it is going to be big time!!! Kent Munsey is coming, he is the son of the one who tear our church down a month plus ago...I guess his son would be even better because the next generation is always better and greater then the previous. AR bernard too.

Crazy Day!!!

2009-06-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 9 plus thought I was late so rush rush rush but after I finish bathing then realise I still have alot of time...-.-then go slowly to discipleship class. Me and jeanette is sitting right infront of a fan so the two of us is shivering for the whole 1 one plus plus nearly 2 hours. Daniel's discipleship is really one of those I think we can learn alot from...really!!! And daniel is really not like what I have previously think...don't your think he look scary at first sight??? Cafe was crazy too...20 over boxes of Buffalo drumlet and Lasagne to sell off by today because it is expiring and today is the last day. I bet those people that brought will never have a chance to but is at such a cheap price really it is like $5-$4.50 things selling at $3.50 can??? Also just to finish selling everything cafe extended more than 1 hour opening time can??? Actually waiting for cherie to finish tuition so ate dinner alone in Kopitiam...really kopitiam left me alot, if one day church were to be going to shift out of Singapore Post Building I will not for get to visit there, I definatelly saw something no one sees naninanipooopooo don't tell you it is my secret(:

And another thing I shall laugh at ba.................that living corpe is dead!!!!!!!!!!! Of course he is the well known pop star Michael Jackson!!! Probably I am one of those that will have no feeling towards his death and maybe worst I will say NANINANIPOOOOOPOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Heard this news from Daniel during discipleship class, he is probably pop star most famous in his era ba....but definatelly not my taste when someone can look so so so fake probably cutting himself everywhere before and poisoned his entire face with Botox!!! Kind of sound funny but probably that is the fact...

2009-06-24T23:54:00.000-07:00

Went to cut my hair today! Shall not put here, see it for yourself when you see me ba:D
Studying today:D:D:D
123 more days to Olevel...nice number!

Hamster's bottle grew some green green thing

2009-06-24T05:22:00.000-07:00

yewwww.......Was washing cookie's bottle when I saw some green green things in the bottle, kind of sad then worried. Really! Cookie has became part of me, so if she dies one day I sure sure will cry de...brought a new bottle for her, this bottle is bigger. Also brought a brush and more food(sure this time is better food). Finally ate some chilli beef cheese fries, great man!!! That is the best fries!!! Also got myself to start studying!!! Later getting back to work but I must study another 6-7 hours later before I sleep. Plan abit of my week just now, Plan that I shall study 7-8 hours a day including homework so once school reopen I guess I will most probably disappear from online...probably blogging once a week on weekends ba. Anyway 124 more days to Olevel got to chiong already. Anyway it is just 124 more days just work hard and don't regret ba...this number is sure to become smaller. Just wish that time could stop for awhile because once school reopens I have to go back to the busy stuff and everything, don't really like it...I don't really understand when everyone hopes school starts soon I am totally opposite I guess. I don't wish to go back to school, I don't wish to go back to class to see everyone again I don't know why just don't want. I wish I could study alone at home that it. I can, I really can I studied differentiation myself I just don't want to see people is school, meet people in school...even if MOE extends school vacation I am not at loss at all. Feel quite sad now man!!!

Clarrie's house today

2009-06-23T08:57:00.000-07:00

Went Cedar in the morning with Jerlyn Cherie and Wanting to give the sec 4 chocolate and sweets. They have started with prelims already!!! Mine have not finish teaching yet! The whole day really eat crap man and alot of food!!! First ate lor mee early in the morning opps. Cedar then two curry chicken when I got home then fries and coke when I reach bedok all these is only before noon. Then lunch at Clarrie's house but that is really nice:P and probably the healthiest today then later some soup and curry chicken in the evening and eventually ba chor mee for dinner. Cherie ask me to go bedok find Pollyna first because she is suppose to meet Clarrie at 10 when I reach there like 10 plus plus I called pollyna and guess what!?! she give me the sleepy sound and I knew it man!!! If I didn't call her she would have continued sleeping!!! Leaving me alone in a foreign place like Bedok!!! Met up with Clarrrie first and later Jerlyn came to the rescue!!!!! Went clarrie house first and we talk and she told us about her secondary it sounds so funny can:D:D:D Imagine in the middle of flag raising the the block of classroom everyone is facing including the principle, a guy suddenly went to the rooftop, took off his clothes and started dancing there??? I will be like super hilarious can!?! Played Game of life when Pollyna finally reach. Seriously...I think board games bonds people best!!! It is so fun! I won everyone, ending my "life" with 1.79 million so I was the richest when I am only a computer technician in the game Wahahahahahahaha:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Polly keeps spinning the wheel out so haha:D everytime they spins the wheel out I gets 50000 bucks hahahahaha:D Went for a 'fantastic' 3 round jogging session with cherie, Flavian, Walter, Mr wing and Wanting. Totally failed man!!! They are all not in jogging attire really Walter was the worst because he ran like 3 rounds in t-shirt and Jeans and plus the hot weather I might as well go crazy!!! Went Cherie's house later, everyone loves her dog but it smells quite badly de...but neverthelast it is still cute!!! Just reach home plan to probably study grom now till tomorrow morning then sleep only tomorrow morning or else I will never get things done.

2009-06-22T05:58:00.000-07:00

Lifesong

Empty hands held high
Such small sacrafice
If not join with my life
I sing in vain tonight

May the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to You

Let my lifesong sing to You
Let my lifesong sing to You
I want to sign Your name to the end of this day
Knowing that my heart was true
Let my lifesong sing to You

Lord I give my life
A living sacrifice
To reach a world in need
To be Your hands and feet

So may the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to You

Let my lifesong sing to You
Let my lifesong sing to You
I want to sign Your name to the end of this day
Knowing that my heart was true
Let my lifesong sing to You

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Let my lifesong sing to You

Got a revelation from this song during one of the services last week:D Anyway really miss gabriel man didn't talk for a few days already...
And found something funny at home

...guess what grandma thought it was a really want so she unwrapped it hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahah:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

My photo in DEO camp

2009-06-21T08:25:00.000-07:00

I don't get to see myself while I sleep but just realise that I look cuter when I am sleeping! Seriously!!! But seriously I think they took is secretly while I was sleeping before the steamboat started:D

DRAG me to hell>.<

2009-06-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

Drag me to hell is scary! Went with mummy daddy and wanting but actually only daddy is watching...but probably that is the only show daddy would be most interested in the rest that are showing now is too boring for him. Wanting and me keep screaming when the old woman suddenly pops out (those who have watch it would know) when we were peeping. I am covering my face with a pillow and my hoodie while wanting and mummy behind their bag hahahahaha:D quite hilarious. The best part is that daddy says that it is not scary at all!?! Today is father's day so there was no service today, everyone are suppose to be accompanying their fathers yepp but hahaha:D me and wanting saw some shopping with friends:P Went shopping after that, finally get a pair of slippers...mine is badly torn can. And a new water bottle and a tank top plus 6 'telephone wire'. Kind of ended the day with a fantastic dinner to celebrate daddy's birthday with is tomorrow and father's day for him...shokudo is fantastic I am a great fan of that place, great food great atmosphere and customer service as good as customer service in Japan! Japan really have great customer service really! unlike Singapore! But Singapore is a great place too because what we are good at here may not be as good else where. It is impossible to find a prefect country but a fine country is good enough:) Tomorrow I am really going to sleep till my heart contents who cares about the prize presentation rehersal in school tomorrow. This morning daddy off my air-con-.- so angry man! You know how hot the weather is recently right argh!!!!! Decided that I shall love cookie more! so tomorrow is time to clean the cage for her(:

DEO camp:D

2009-06-19T22:07:00.000-07:00

Just ended DEO camp. Wondering What is DEO??? Delicious Exciting Outrageous yepp. Also D zone E odds camp. Super tired. Didn't manage to bid farewell because last minute ask me to go down one night earlier for some briefing and preparing for the camp. Well everything went well, actually I am suppose to talk and build atmosphere but...haha:D Ended up that Adriena was the one helping to build atmosphere in the team-.-very tired can, can't help but complain...I will try not to the next time. Slept barely 2 hours on the extra night, 2 hours one the first actual night and 4 hours last night which was the last night for the camp. Imagine that...but definately the planning team slept lesser and felt more tired.

In the extra night we were preparing thousands of water bomb...so we were stuck in the toilet filling up water bomb and really the toilet is hot and stuffy everyone was just perspiring to make the job faster and reduce overcrowd in one toilet we went to the gents too but it was worst there because it is super smell inside there. Ended at 3 plus 4 bath and dominic actually teach us some cheers in the morning like 4 plus-.- everyone is half awake haha:D also don't know what are we doing already...but that was the first time I see and hear dominic cheer so loudly can.

Day one started at 11 on thurs(18/6)

You know what??? This camp was the first time I can ever remember going to a beach in sentosa...nope is two. HAha serious. We even buried Adriena and Danette in the sand...actually part to fulfill the requirement for that station oops forgotten to say that it is Sentosa race kind of like an amazing race from church to tanjong beach which was the end point. All the evnts were delayed and due to time constrain revival night with dominic was pushed back half an hour. Think the day ends like this...NO!!! Much is yet to come the night is still young! come on! Midnight went eat bean curd and pig intestine soup with almost the whole CEG in geylang...not to deny it is quite scary because there are........some scary insects everyone are scared of Dominic is super scared of it too got a idea of it yeah!!! Definately not scared of what geylang have because there is a huge group of guys with us:D 3am was night walk and water bomb imahine people throwing water bombs at you in the auditorium...yeap that is it but that is not all, downstairs is worst I got all wet can but definatelly there are puddles of water in the auditorium so beryl, yo , flavian and some other guys started sliding all over the auditorium. Clean up all the mess we made and went to wash up so we can go and sleep. The queue for the bathroom is so long I finish bathing at 7 plus am! Sleep till 9 have to wake up to prepare to attend discipleship class already. Me and Jeanette is so sleepy we just keep doozing off during DC so we just keep pinching ourselves to keep awake when the class ended i have pinch marks all over my arm. Went back to sleep after that but everyone is awake already. woke up at 4 plus but steamboat already started. They want to clear the steamboat so they just throw everything onto my plate I ate till a almost vomited everything out. During steamboat there are people who are dancing Nobody-wonder girls hahahahahah:D think Colin dancing Ice kachang dance good??? I tell you when he dance nobody-wonder girls hahahahahahah:D you laugh your ass off really! After that revival night with pastor troy marshall will be unforgetable too he is very anointed really! Since we are a food zone how can we missed supper??? Curry puff and bee hoon! PLus we went to eat prata after that. This moring is just worship session and BMI then went home to clean up before going back for the last service with pastor troy marshall. He gave the church 1000 US because he thinks the heart of God church is going to become do something great in the near future and he wants to sow in us. Imagine how happy pastors will be. Really missed them man! They are in sweden now but will be back next week!

Ok...I have photo for the briefing only I think that is the only time I remember to take photos ba...